to be a phoenix// k.bakugou

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(a/n: songs are random!!)

you run your hand through your hair as you look at the mirror in the school bathroom. i can do this, you think to yourself. you could feel the anger slowly fading as you continued to soothe yourself. your phone kept on buzzing in the pocket of your jacket. you ignored it and tryed to calm down. just as you were about to leave, you hear the bathroom door open along with the clacking of 2..no 3 pairs of heels on the floor. "ugh..y/n is so annoying. all she does is try to look like shes the queen and throws threats she doesn't even fulfill." the first girl says. "yeah i know right? remember the time she said she would break your arm and she didn't?" the other girl says. "im pretty sure that's because there was a teacher there. wouldn't she have gotten suspended if she broke your arm?" a third voice chipped in. "jesus fucking christ yachi.(a/n: yes i used a haikyuu reference) whos side are you on? mine or wanna-be-a-bitch's?" the first voice said harshly. you could feel the rage that was once calmed rising again, expect it was 10x as strong as before. no. i cannot do this now. control.control y/n

kill them.

no. the voice inside you were trying to control  popped up. no no no no no...this..contol..breathe. you can't kill your classmates. 

its not like anyone would miss them.

shut.up. im not killing them.

ohh but you want to~

no i don't. shut up and leave me alone.

oh but the funs only just begun

shut. the. fuck. up. i won't satisfy you. last time i did that it got out of control. you twisted freak get out of my fucking head

but im you~i can't leave

your not me your my anger

wrong. guess again

wtf. im not wrong your the same as always you are my anger you snap back at the voice

no i'm not..you know deep down who i am...but your to scared to admit it, aren't you? your moms to weak to control me so now its your turn.

no. stop tricking me. i know your my rage...i know it.. wait..my mom? what does this have to do with my mom? shes not weak..wait. 

oh..you figured it out..it would of been nice if you were the host..ig i can stay in her weak ass body a little longer..

screw you. 

you immediately reach for your phone in your pocket. 37 missed calls and 53 messages. fuck. you think. you immediately check the missed calls and check who it is. 4 from keigo..22 from dad...2 from the hospital...you scroll farther down. wait. what. you immediately scroll back to see calls from the hospital. you immediately call back the number.

"Hello! This is the Angel Memorial Hospital! How may I help you?" a cheery woman on the other side of the line said(a/n: idk what to put for a hospital so i made one up)

"hi! i was called by the hospital and i was wondering if there was someone under the name of moms f/n l/n?"

"hmm..one moment" she says. you sit anxiously and hear her nails tapping the keyboard.

"oh..here we are. moms f/n l/n?"

"yes! thats her"

"ah..you must be her daughter..y/n right?" she says the cheery tone quickly replaced with a monotone voice.

"um..yes"

" your father wants to speak to you. he told me to tell you that you need to meet up at the place," she said. she almost sounded dead..as if she was brainwashed into telling you this. it sent chills up your spine to here such a dead sound. "um ok thank you..hows my mom?"

"hm? what?"

"my mom..the woman who was emitted into the hospital?"

"sorry hun..i don't have a clue what your talking about." you were confused but dropped the topic for you knew not to push with these things. you apologize for confusing her and hang up the phone. you were completely vulnerable at that moment. what's wrong..whys my mom in the hospital..shes to young.., you thought. Tears started streaming down your face, you were worried and confused. you were so caught up in your emotions that you didn't realize that you slowly slipped away and the horror you tried to calm took your place.