My Hero Academia x gn & male reader One-Shots

IZUKU MIDORIYA

How he realizes that he is in love - Izuku Midoriya x gn!reader

» Warnings: panic attacks, overthinking & mentions of fighting

-Midoriya realizes that he is in love with you when you comfort him

-Whenever something goes wrong during a mission or a patrol, that he goes on during his internship, Midoriya is quick to blame himself for what happened. He himself and everyone around him makes him think that he needs to be a perfect hero even though he is only an intern and a student

-It starts with overthinking his steps, replaying the scene in his head again and again, and sometimes even ends in panic attacks. Most of the time he tries to deal with those things alone and disappears in his dorm room, but over time you have learned to see the signs that Midoriya is not doing well and you have been trying to find ways to comfort him

-You both sit on his bed as Midoriya talks about what happened earlier. The civilians that got hurt, the villain who got away, his own inability to save everyone and stop the bastard. His voice is weak, tears run down his cheeks and sobs shake his body every now and then

-He goes on and on about the mistakes he made until you interrupt him

-"Midoriya." Your voice is soothing yet insistent. "Not everything that happened today is your fault. Maybe even nothing. You are still in training, there are adults who are responsible for you. Putting someone as young as you and me out there is a risk, because we make mistakes. But that's a way to learn. We learn from our past mistakes and become stronger. The next time you are in a situation like this, you'll be able to handle it just fine."

-Some more tears run down his face, so you pull him into an embrace. Midoriya appreciates your words. He really does. But for now, he has lost his ability to speak

-"You are not alone with this. And it's not your fault."

-Another choked sob leaves Midoriya. He hugs you back, clings to your shirt and buries his face in the crook of your neck. The way your hands draw patterns on his back soothe him until he eventually stops crying. But he does not want to let go just yet

-"Thank you," he whispers after a while. "Thank you so much." He is not alone. He knows that he can talk to you about this, about anything. He just wishes he had the courage to open up more often

-You stay like this until it gets dark, until all the other lights have gone out. Until everything is silent and Midoriya can only hear your and his own breathing. He feels oddly warm and safe in your arms, so he hopes that you will never get up to go to your room, but he knows that you have to, eventually

-Suddenly, one of your hands is on the back of his head, your fingers running through his hair. Midoriya has a hard time stopping himself from leaning into your touch more. "I hope you know that I'm here for you, Izuku." You never call him by his first name. Midoriya's heart skips a beat and heat rises to his cheeks. He is glad that you cannot see his face right now because he is sure that it is as red as a tomato

-"The same goes for you." And he wholeheartedly means it

-You linger there for another moment before finally pulling away. Midoriya does not want you to, he wants you to stay there, with him, forever. But he cannot have that. Not yet at least. And even though the circumstances that lead to this are not the best, he wishes for this to happen again soon