Love Or Sin ✅

Part: 14 It Hurts Alot

"I'm sorry, Shivansh. I am sorry." Sidharth was crying and murmuring these words in sleep. Tears were trickling down his cheeks.

Shehnaaz was staring at him in shock with wide-open eyes. Her face was only a few inches away from him. Her heart was aching painfully seeing him in pain. She wanted to take away his all pain and wanted to fill his life with happiness. She pursed her lips to control her sobs, but tears rolled down her cheeks automatically. It hurts like hell to see the person in pain whom you love so much.

She was confused that why he was apologising to Shivansh in sleep. But at that time, the more important thing for her was to calm him down and to make him feel better. She couldn't leave him crying in pain for the whole night.

She took her shivering hand near to his forehead and caressed his forehead lovingly. She placed her other hand on his face and wiped his tears with her thumb. She was also shedding tears, gazing at him with sorrowful eyes. Her heart and soul was crying seeing him in pain. It was hurting her a lot. She was feeling like somebody was stabbing the knife into her heart.

He stopped crying in sleep because of the effect of her touch. She was gently stroking his forehead and cheek. She was gazing at him constantly without even blinking her eyes. She badly wanted to know the pain which he was hiding from everybody. She badly wanted to heal him with her love. She wanted to see him happy from inside. A faint smile flashed on her face as he stopped crying.

"I love you so much. Now only your happiness matters to me. I know you can't be mine but still, I can't stop my heart from loving you. Her heart wanted to see you happy. From now my motive in life is to bring happiness in your life. What is right, What is wrong, I just don't want to think about anything right now. I just only want one thing that your happiness. Is... Is it wrong to bring happiness to the life of the person whom you love? No, it is not wrong."

She murmured, cupping his face while crying. Her heart was crying because she couldn't get her love, she couldn't express her love, she couldn't love him and she couldn't run away from this love. Every single second her mind thought about him.

As she placed a soft kiss on his forehead, in response he smiled slightly in sleep with the touch of her lips. She promised him with the kiss that she would take away his all pain and bring happiness to his life. She gazed at him for a minute with so much love in her eyes for him. After that, she kissed his both eyelids. A blissful smile touched his lips as her soft lips touched his skin.

"I love you so much, Sidharth." She whispered against his lips, her intense gaze was fixed at his eyes. She tried to control herself but couldn't stop herself from pecking his lips. She knew it was wrong, it was a sin but nothing was in her hand. As her lips brushed against his lips, she felt like his lips touched her soul. The feeling was heavenly beautiful for her. She had never felt so good in her life before.

After kissing his lips, she again murmured I love you against his lips, gazing at him intensely. Sidharth was now sleeping peacefully because of her. It was the magic of her touch and kisses which took away his all pain and gave him comfort.

She immediately stood straight and wiped off her tears with the back of her hands as she heard the sound of the opening of the door. She looked at the door and found Shivansh stepping into the room.

"You didn't sleep yet ?" He asked, strolling to her.

Shehnaaz was looking at him, having fear in her eyes.

If he had seen her so close to Sidharth, what would have happened? She wondered, breathing heavily because of the fear.

"Is everything alright? You are looking scared?"He asked concernedly, cupping her face. She closed her eyes dejectedly because she was cheating on him. She was cheating the person who loved her so much.