In love with Lando Norris

#Can we meet?

No I'm not. I really screwed up with Lando. I was the girl he was talking about. I was the girl he was in love with. And I fucked everything up... I'll text Lando tomorrow and ask if he wants to meet up somewhere.

It's the next day. I feel horrible after what I did to Lando. I really messed up. I should text him. I have to fix this.

Please let him have any free time this week. I think I really messed up.

I forgot that it's race week. What do I do. I really want to make up for this. I can try to ask George? Or Alex. But I don't know if they will respond to my DM? I mean it's worth a try? Let's make a group. Maybe I can surprise Lando with the help of them.

And now I wait till he responds. I get changed and go to the horses. Hey Autumn, how are you sweet boy. Fancy a ride? I make him ready and we leave. We ride through the forest. I love this. It helps me set my mind free from the stuff with Lando. In full gallop we go through the forest. After a while we get back. I take the saddle off and bring Autumn to the field. When I walk into the house my mom is on the couch. Hey sweetheart how was your ride. It was good. I say as I walk on. Is everything okay hun? Yeah I'm good mom. Okay. I walk upstairs and quickly check my phone hoping for a message from Lando or the other guys. Disappointed I lay my phone away. Nothing. I walk to the bathroom to take a shower. I hear a pling on my phone. I run back to my room. It's Alex?!

I can't believe I'm texting with Alex about making it up to Lando... How did I let it come this far tho.. I guess Alex has a fair point with the surprise.

Okay I'm gonna take a shower and then go to Lando. Hopefully this goes well and I don't screw anything up more. When I walk into my room after showering I pick up my phone. I see that I have a message from George. My heart skips a beat. Is this gonna keep happening or will there be a moment when this feels normal?

George is right. I shouldn't push him just because I feel horrible. And maybe he really is busy with no time to speak to me. I should just accept it.

I take my laptop. I see Lando is live on twitch already. I click on the stream. It says the stream is starting. After a few minutes Lando his cam pops up. Hey chat. He says. He looks a little sad. Oh my gosh what did I do to him. I really made a mistake. I look at the chat apparently they notice it as well. I have to do something. "Lando what's up why are you looking so sad?" "I'm not sad, I'm fine guys don't worry." Lando says. He doesn't look like he's fine. I can't watch this. I close my laptop. Mom I'm off to the store real quick! I say when I'm down stairs. Okay hun! I take the car and drive to the store. When I walk in I don't even know what I'm doing here. I see many happy couples shopping their groceries. I'm gonna make muffins. I walk to the baking aisle. Okay what do I need? After I got everything I go back home and bake the muffins. I decorate them. What's the occasion sis? Charlie asks when he walks into the kitchen. Nothing. Just for a friend. I say. Hmmm okay. When I'm done I wonder if I should go to Lando now. Is he still live? I open twitch on my phone. No he's not. I look at the clock. 9pm It's not really late. Should I go now? Whatever I can't take this. Lando seems to be feeling horrible as well. Mom I'm going to a friend see you later tonight! I yell upstairs. Okay hun! I walk to the car with the muffins. I type in Lando's address in the navigation.