stray kids imagines

gone - h. hyunjin

waking up from the sun rays, you turn to your left to see someone in bed with you— naked.

"hyunjin !?"

with someone yelling out hyunjins name, he stirred awake. "hm?" hyunjin rubs his eyes for a clear view. he sees a woman with the white fluffy blankets covering her with her long hair everywhere and hickies on her neck.

"y-y/n noona? what happened?" hyunjin starts to remember all the past events from last night.

he remembers going to a bar after having a fight with his best friend. going to the bartender and asking for a drink, he waits for the drink to be finish. turning to his left, he sees you; laying your head down on the counter with the straps of your dress almost falling down due to the amount of weight you lost, making the dress too big for you but that was the only partying dress you had since you didnt like parties.

seeing the tears on your face dry up, hyunjin goes next to you and talks to you. "whats wrong lovely?" wiping the tears from your eyes and sitting back up. "my boyfriend broke up with me and now i feel like shit" you slurred, still drunk from the amount of drinks you had.

hyunjin's drinks come by and orders you more drinks. as you two talked, feeling a bond connecting, you both feel like it was time to go. "wanna go to my place?" hyunjin asked while drunk. nodding your head while hyunjin pulls out the money for the bartender and both of you leave together with you clinging to hyunjin.

right as you walked through hyunjin's door, you were pushed back to the wall with hyunjin caging you in between his arms. hyunjin's lips went to your neck, harshly biting your skin. next thing you know, youre under hyunjin and youre not getting over him.

-

memories flood back into your mind finally. sitting up and just starring at the blankets, hyunjin goes in front of you. "everything okay noona?" facing reality, you closed your eyes and sighed. "hyunjin, did you ever pull out?" you said, opening your eyes, you see hyunjin shaking his head a no.

you gasp in disbelief and hitting you head against the palms of your hands. "hey y/n- noona its okay. lets just do friends with benefits" hyunjin grabs your wrists to stop harming yourself. you look up and smacked hyunjin across the face lightly. "im older than you by a few weeks, dont call me noona" you said and dressed yourself and left his house.

hyunjin is brought back to reality and notices youre gone. running out of bed, he sees your shoes gone but a piece of paper.

'325-320-0325 call me whenever ;)'

hyunjin smiles and saves your number.

ever since that day, you and hyunjin had been fucking. everyday, every night. til you felt weird. you woke up feeling sick as you got up from your bed. taking hyunjins arm off of you, you ran to the bathroom and threw out everything that made you feel like this.

hyunjin wakes up from his slumber and hears you vomiting. running to your side, he holds your hair up and soothes you for comfort.

"noon- y/n what happened? are you okay?"

"h-hyunjin, i think im pregnant." you said silently. hyunjin's face is full of shock. he stands back away as you slowly get back up onto your feet. "a-are you sure that youre just not sick?" he asks.

shaking your head, you look up with tears in your eyes. hyunjin leaves the room and grabs his belongings. hearing the door slam shut, you fell onto your knees and sobbed on the floor.

-

its been 4 months since hyunjin left you and your belly was now growing. you were looking through photos of you and hyunjin and memorized the feelings you two had on your phone as you were waiting for your name to be called for your second ultrasound. looking down at your belly, you put your hand over it and smiled.

"miss l/n?"

swifting your head to wherever your name was called out, you smiled and stood up to the nurse from your first ultrasound scan. "is it just you again?" she asks. you nod your head and follows your nurse to what room you need to be in.

laying on the bed, she puts on the gel and rubs the machine on your swollen belly. looking at the screen in front of you, you see your precious angel. how much you wish hyunjin was here to see this.

your second ultra sound was another success. you looked at your phone for any messages from hyunjin but there was none.

meanwhile, hyunjin was hesitant on calling you. he wanted to know if you were okay. if you were having fun. if you were healthy. if his kid was healthy. sitting on his bedroom floor, he glances at the pictures he printed out of you two on his walls.

hyunjin screams at himself for being stupid and leaving you alone to bare with the pain.

another 4 months has passed and he still hasnt texted you. you were on the verge on calling him- if he was okay til you felt pain and liquid come out of your coochie. calling your hospital instead of hyunjin, you made your neighbor (who is ur best friend n yall really close) drive you to the hospital.

arriving at the emergency, the nurses put you on a bed due to the amount of pain youre having. you let go of your friends hand and blacked out.

you wake up and see hyunjin holding your hand while tears are streaming down his face. "h-hyunjin?" you call his name weakly. hyunjin looks up and cups your face. "y/n, im so sorry" he whispers and plants a kiss on your forehead. "jinnie, what happened? where our baby" oh how much did he miss hearing you call out his nickname.

"shes right here love"

hyunjin leaves his seat and goes by the bed cart next to you to give you his baby. "its a baby girl?" you asked him with tears spilling out. "yes y/n. she was born a month early but shes still healthy. god y/n, you scared me so much, i thought i was going to lose you"

"i couldnt stop thinking about you. it was stupid for me to walk out on you. it was stupid to leave you all alone, feeling the pain. it was stupid for me to not be there for you when you needed somebody. when the doctors called me, i was so scared that you werent going to wake up. they told me how you passed out when you got here and that they had to do surgery on you because you wouldnt wake up."

even if hyunjin wasnt done with his story, you couldnt control your tears anymore. hyunjin goes to your side and wipes your tears away. he goes to your lips and attempts to kiss your lips until you heard your baby girl giggle, making you and hyunjin burst out of laughter.

"y/n, please take me back. not as friends with benefits, but as couples. i want to live forever with you and our baby and possibly more children. i want to be there for you and our baby."

"of course hyunjin" both you and hyunjin smile and leans in for another kiss. hyunjin then kisses your baby. "i do hate how she has most of your features even if i raised her myself" you pouted. "i guess you can say that i have the best sperm" hyunjin winks. playfully slapping hyunjins arm.