Sweat drips down my face. I sit up in my bed and rest my hands on the back of my neck. I try to take up as little space as possible. I rock myself back and forth in a, somewhat, comforting way. I push my blankets away because it's too hot to breathe. The air in the room is warm and filled with fear. I wish there was a way out. There's no way out. I'm trapped, on my bed, in my room, in my house, somewhere in this giant world.
I take my hands away from my neck and look up. I stare at the blank walls as tears start to fall. I hope for a distraction of any kind. Something. Anything to take my mind away from itself. My phone buzzes and I ignore it, not willing to let anyone know what's going on.
Another buzz.
Then another.
And another.
I stop keeping count.
Eventually I receive a call. It's Dave. I'll call him back later. I don't have the mindset to talk.
A car passes on the road outside. I bring my attention to it. A red car. A toyota camry.
Another buzz. It's Dave answer later.
Text after text.
He's worried.
I reply.
'What?'
'Where are you?'
'My house? I never leave?'
'He's worried about you.'
'I know'
'Talk to him.'
I turn my phone off. I can't talk to him. I could barely talk to Dave. What makes him think I could talk to him.
I know he's worried.
There's no reason.
I'm fine.
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FanfictionUm I put that as the title because I didn't have an idea for the plot yet, but I feel like it fits. Corpsexsykkuno just for fun. I have a tendency to ship the opposites. Just fun for me. Okay have a good day. TW- Anxiety and Panic attacks, anger, s...