song: lost umbrella by inabakumori
take me somewhere,
before i'm drowned
i wanna grab on even though i can't see, or something
that's never gonna happen though
my hands are always wet
and if i continued oblivious to the fact
i'd lose it someday
the tiny droplets of rain strike my eyes
and my stopped breathing fills my throat
but to me, who will never have a solid shape
that might actually be reliving
only the time that i could never get used to my voice
turns into an annoying drizzle ahead of me
i want to let go of this annoying umbrella over my head
take me away somewhere,
before i'm drowned
i want to be done in before i can't see, or something
it's not like i can do anything about it
these hands i won't let go are always wet
and i was oblivious to the fact
i'd lose it someday
even with these soaked hands, i'd have to part someday
even with this candy i hate the taste of
i decided not to look at the disaster outside my window
instead, i gazed off somewhere far, far away
to a place where dry flowers bloom
and like that, without knowing it
i'd left behind my heart
the cold droplets of rain sting my eyes
and with my breathing stopped, it hits my cheeks
but for me, forever oblivious of everything
it fills up the cracks in my heart
while the water can't pile up, i hold my umbrella over my head
like the world's halo
take me away somewhere,
before i'm drowned
i wanna grab on even though i can't see, or something
that's never gonna happen though
my hands are always wet
and if i continued oblivious to the fact
i'd lose it someday
take me away somewhere,
before i'm drowned
i wanna grab on even though i can't see, or something
that's never gonna happen though
these hands i won't let go are always wet
and the fact i'd get eaten off someday
i'm coming to realize that, now
the cold droplets of rain sting my eyes
and my stopped breathing fills my throat
while forever oblivious of everything
i leave all the cracks in my heart to you
YOU ARE READING
torrent | shoto todoroki
Fanfiction━in which a boy is driven insane over an incident that he blames himself for. ═ ═ ═ ╰☆╮ ═ ═ ═ started: 11.15.20 completed: 11.16.20
