I hate living in my head
Imagining everything is fine
Then turning around
And realizing its not
Lovers are mist of sparkles and stars
Shimmery stuff
Never to touch
Always to dream about
My Feelings aren't like ones they are for
Solid as castle
Deep as light penetrates jewels in kings crown
Ready to die for your heart
As knight ready to use his sword to end his life if in his heart he thinks he did not help enough in war
And that's how you end up in a forest
Light as feather
Reaching for the sky
Giving yourself to the wind
To teach you how to fly
Standing on tip of your toes
Never coming down
Be kind
And love
So we can dance in the green green glenn
Not wish we were dead
We ain't knights
We aint kings
We ain't even children
We are ghosts told we will feel better if we don't feel anything
Bury your lovers and you shall live
Defeat your enemies and say you are sorry
Burn a castle
Steal the jewels
Hide them never to use
There is so much more to steal
You will enjoy these when you are old and cant no longer raid when you fall into bed and dreams of better days are all that's left
You teach us we are nothing until there is a throne to call our own
But you forget
Jesters sly smile and cunning mind are ones that bring most rulers to the crown.
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