Strange Life

Torn To Pieces

A couples days go by with Piper and emily exchanging notes back and forth to one day Piper asks "will you be my girlfriend?" she threw her arms around Piper and kissed her. With so much passion and romance, she texted Lisa "I got my first girlfriend!!" but then things just started to get weird, a week later it was like a switch went off into emily's head, piper kept hearing rumors about how this girl just gave a guy a blowjob under his desk and was fingered by another dude on the bus. Piper didn't think anything of it and just assumed it was a different emily, then later on she seen emily crawling on her hands and knees meowing like a kitten, in the middle of the hallway. Piper just kept walking like this bitch is crazy, emily jumped up and chased her down the hall "I stopped taking my meds for you because i love you" piper blinks repeatedly in compete shock because its only been a week, everyone who was walking in the hall stopped and stared, So emily took off running out of the school doors and into the pouring rain. Piper followed her outside and stood there staring at emily dancing in the rain, only to turn around and walk away. A couple weeks of living the single life again. Piper asks to use the bathroom, in the middle of pulling up her pants, A chick sneaks under the stall and asks "do you have any money? Or something to roll up for a straw" Piper digs in her pocket and pulls out a one dollar bill while this girl is crushing the oxy on the toilet paper holder, the power goes out and keisha starts freaking out saying "let me see your phone?" they use the light from piper's phone and finish the lines then head back to class, piper lays her head on Hunter's lap in the back of the class and starts talking about how pretty the sky is, just staring blankly out the window. he asked her if she was high, he then turned her face towards him and kissed her forehead then moved down to her lips and slipped his tongue in her mouth, she grabbed his hand and slowly moved it down, he slipped his hand inside her sweatpants and feels her lady parts for just a second until all the sudden the power came back on and he jumped up so fast it caused piper to hit her head off of the floor, Lisa grabbed her stuff and met piper outside asking "What happened?" Piper stated that he just grabbed a feel, at this point in her life, she is so far down the rabbit hole that nothing matters anymore, that the deep depression has finally consumed her body and soul and it doesn't matter who gives her attention, just as long as there's some kind of attention to make her feel something, just anything to feel alive but Lisa stomped her feet walking away, Piper finally caught up to her and asked "What is your problem?" Lisa said "nothing, I'm late" and walked in a different direction. Piper shook it off like it was nothing and went to math class, but not before going to the bathroom for another bump, she walked into class late with her hoodie up over her head and a chick giving her dirty looks, she sits be hide Amanda, who is Lisa's sister and the chick who gave her dirty looks moved up beside her whispering, "What are you doing looking at my woman?" Amanda angerly turned around "I'm not your woman Tay Tay!" piper whispering back to this girl "You heard her" This chick rolled her eyes and said "wanna make a bet? 20 bucks says i can sleep with her before the day is over" Piper nods and they shake hands silently be hide Amanda's back like challenge accepted.. forgetting all about the bet, piper goes on with her day like a walking zombie, strolling through the halls high as a kite just going unnoticed. As she was walking on the bus she sees Amanda and Tay Tay's arm around her, she winks at piper as she's walking back to sit with Lisa. She put her stuff on the seat so piper couldn't sit down, piper asked her again "what is your problem?" lisa just turned her head and said "nothing" piper started to walk more towards the back to find a seat and said "You're acting like a jealous girlfriend" Lisa moved her stuff for piper to have a seat and then acted like nothing happened, later that night piper got a text from lisa stating "i would like to try it" not knowing what the hell she was talking about, piper responded "Try what" thirty minutes went by until lisa said "you" Piper felt like her heart was gonna rip out of her chest, she couldn't believe what she was reading. Piper simply stated "you're not gay lady and I don't wish this life on anyone" piper left her phone on the bed and opened up the closet to pull down her pill box from the top shelf, she pulled out a half bottle of narcotics and laid them on her dresser about that time Piper's phone went off with the response "I know it's tough but you're the only one that i trust to try it with" Piper snorted up a line, put her box back and replied "okay beautiful, date night tomorrow?" piper ended up passing out then got woken up by a text from amanda saying "i wish you were here" piper changed her clothes and found a ride to see amanda who was forty minutes away at tay's house, Piper knocked on the door and got greeted by Tay Tay with a beer. Piper had no idea that it was a party but she took the beer and joined in, tay shook her hand and said "No hard feelings boo, I've been sleeping with amanda for two weeks now, she begged me not to tell homie and you can keep your 20 bucks" piper wasn't even mad "you won fair and square" about that time tay tay's aunt who was twice the age of piper grabbed her hand to dance, grinding on her leg they started to make out, piper pushed her away and walked away to the kitchen to grab another beer. Tay and Amanda were upstairs and yelled "Piper" they were all laying in bed when tay tay ran downstairs to get the whiskey. Amanda leaned over and tried to kiss her but she jumped out of the bed before anything could happen, Amanda whispers "would you wanna have a three sum?" Piper was walking towards the door saying "Your T's girl, i wouldn't do that" she walked out of the room and into the bathroom passing T on the way saying "Get your girl" piper opened the window and pulled out a joint. When she was done smoking, she walked downstairs to bum a cigarette but found some weird woman trying to get in the house, she was tapping on the window by the door. she yelled upstairs, T grabbed a huge pipe yelling at this woman, chasing her off the porch, An hour goes by and piper is sitting on the couch smoking another cigarette when Tay comes in and walks right by everyone to go upstairs, Piper yells "everything okay?" but doesn't get a response. by now the house is clearing out and piper is settling down on the couch, just to open her eyes to Amanda yelling at the top of her lungs trying to leave but Tay is blocking the door, T is screaming "you gave me gonorrhea!!" piper's mouth dropped and knew she overstayed her welcome, she sneaks out the side door and calls her ride before they even realize she was gone. Piper ended up sleeping till 3pm and woke up to ten text messages from Amanda stating that "I wish it was you" "your the one I want" piper deleted the messages and didn't reply back, she did text Lisa "Are we still on for tonight?" "yes, I hope you don't mind though but I'm bringing a friend" piper got a shower and then got dressed to leave. Piper walks in the restaurant to met Lisa and sees this girl sitting with Lisa with a low cut shirt and her tits all hanging out, she introduces her friend as Gracelyn but everyone calls her grace. Three hours go by of just sitting there talking about everything under the sun, until the restaurant is closing so they get up to leave and grace walks ahead of them so piper leans in, kisses Lisa on the lips but just a little one so no tongue was even involved. They hugged and said goodbyes but as piper walks to her dad's truck, she could hear her father talking to his girlfriend about two guy's holding hands, walking through the parking lot "Fucking Faggots" that is all piper had to hear before shutting down into a complete panic mode, piper didn't say a word, just trying to hold herself together, she gets in the truck and not even ten mins down the road, her father is still talking about how disgusting it is to love someone of the same sex, piper wiping her tears away just staring out the window in the backseat, the song by pink 'Dear Mr. President' starts playing on the radio and right at the part where pink sings "And What Kind of Father Might Hate His Own Daughter, If She Were Gay?" Piper screamed that part at the top of her lungs while crying with so much pain and hurt in her eyes, her father pulled the car over, pulled her out of the truck, now standing in the headlights along the side of the road asking her "What is wrong?" "Tell me What is Wrong?" Piper crying even harder, holding her face, Her father now screams "Tell me what the Fuck is Wrong?" Piper throws her arms down by her side "Dad! I'm Fucking Gay!!" He instantly wraps his arms around her and says "Its okay bud, its okay, I'm sorry" Crying even harder in her father's arms, she realizes that this is the first time in years that he has showed any remorse, any sign of love for her that didn't involve a smack in the face, or being choked against the wall or even being called a fat bitch, the list can go on and on but she pulls herself together, wiping the last bit of tears away while opening the door, the ride home was nothing but silence not even the radio was playing. She goes to her room to bury her nose into some powder but received a text from Lisa saying that "I can't do this, I'm not gay but grace thinks you are really cute" piper replies "It's okay I understand and give her my number" She throws her phone across the room just to crawl in bed and wrapped herself so tight in the blanket that her hyperventilating was making it so unbearable to breathe, grabbing her chest and just crying it out, piper eventually passed out. The next day, she went to her friend john's house right down the road, who was hanging out with some dude named jason, they took a walk through the woods to smoke, after smoking and returning to john's basement, jason asked "have you ever done snowcaps?" as he pulls a kids swimming pool closer to them, now filling it with water she says "No but what are you doing?" he finds a water jug to just start poking holes in the bottom of it but this wasn't just your normal water jug that you would usually see milk in, this jug was from the water fountains that you would see in office buildings, the great big ones. so he makes this giant gravity bong, puts weed in the cap and crack on top then hands her the lighter to take the first hit, as he pulls up the jug, she gets ready for the ride of her life. Piper now coughing with her eyes watering and holding her chest, the boys pass it around until its all gone, She laid there staring at the wall like is this even real, john's dad yelled down the steps. "I just called the cops, you stupid fuckers" hearing the sirens in the distance and piper snapping in and out of reality, they started running to the woods. well they were trying but piper had to get pulled by both the guys, one on each arm because she was in complete slow motion, just like walking on the moon. she was high stepping but once in the woods, John sat down be hide her and held her between his legs while she pretty much became one with mother nature, she could feel the wind blow and the hair stand up on her arms, the crickets were in her ears and she could hear the grass moving with the wind. It soon turned dark, and john went home. just leaving her still tripping her balls off with a dude she just met, piper still in and out of it began walking just trying to walk off the high, she and jason came to a kids playground. Piper now swaying back and forth on the swing, in the middle of the night with only one street light near by that kept flicking on and off, she suddenly sees a skunk wondering towards them and she takes off running to the woods, where she finds a huge rock and climbs up on top to only pass out to then waking up to her pants off and Jason on top of her, holding her down, she's screaming and moving aggressively, she manages to shove him off the rock, pull her pants up and slide off the other side before he even gets off the ground. Taken off running to johns house, calling him until he comes outside, they sneak to the side of the house. where he whispers "Are you okay?" finally catching her breathe and calming down, she says "I'm Fine" taken another long deep breathe she says "There was just a skunk and it scared me" john pulls out a joint and hands it to her while his phone is ringing and its Jason "Hey man, I'm still staying with you right? idk know what happened to your friend, she ended up bailing, must of been when I passed out. I'm on my way back" hanging up the phone, she says "can i have this?" meaning the joint as she's backing away quickly. "Yea Yea girl, You sure your okay?". "Yea im fine, just gonna head home. see ya later man" walking halfway down the road, near the woods, where no one lives just smoking her joint. she screams "Aggggggghhhhhhhhh" and drops to her knees, just fighting every urge to not jump out in front of the next car the drives by. She walks the rest of the way home, with no thoughts and just the endless feeling of being dead inside, the feeling of just being so numb, so very numb that she is getting comfortable with all the darkness around her, No more tears to shed, No more emotions being felt, Completely torn open and ripped apart, piece by piece more times than once. she crawls into her bed, finally at 4am with no one in the house that woke up and wondered where she has even been, just staring at the ceiling while she feels the last bit of her soul leaving her body and the very last bit of her heart braking into a million pieces, she rolls over to close her eyes when her phone lights up. A text from Gracelyn "Good morning beauiful, i hope you slept good?" it was reading that very texts that broke her down to bawling like a baby.