My selfishness is not allowed to succeed.
I can't be selfish. Not even once.
Because all it causes is pain for everyone I love.There has to be another way..
I should be glad that my selfishness has not succeeded in the past.
It would've not been worth it.But I'm not worth it either..
Please stop caring about me.
So I can be selfish. Just once.It's always you, who is the selfish one.
Trying your best to convince me to stay.
I can never be selfish, not once, because I'd break your heart.
I'd let you down.Because of you, I can't be selfish.
Because of you, I can't reach my biggest dream.Because of you.
Because you don't understand.
I'm almost there.
It's so close.It's finally going to happen.
I'm really excited.But then I feel something different.
An ache through my heart, I couldn't do this.
I feel...guilty.
I couldn't do this after all.
I couldn't do this to you.
I couldn't make my biggest dream come true..Because of you..
I'm stuck.
In a world full of pain.
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