Serendipity.✔ [D.M]

𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒂 (𝒏.)

𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒂 (𝒏.) : 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆.

"𝖳𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗇𝗈 𝗀𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗐𝖾 𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗒." – 𝖣𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾 𝖠𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗂𝖾𝗋𝗂

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Draco's POV:

Venus Rosewood.

The girl i love and always will.

i lost you today. and i lost my soul too.

but its fine, i deserve it. 

because i didn't keep my promise.

i promised to protect you.

and i failed. so i deserve to be broken. i deserve the pain i feel. i should've stayed with you.

i didnt want to let you down like this.

no matter what i say, i cant hide the truth.

i cant hide that i am responsible for your death.

how ca i forgive myself when i was the person who hurt you.

i have no hope anymore. i broke me. i broke you. 

i cant live with myself anymore.

i hope your in a better place.

it was my job to protect you but i failed.

i failed to make you happy the same way you made me smile and laugh.

you accepted me with all my sins & flaws.

you were a strong woman. a powerful one.

you were and always will be a Warrior. 

and with you gone. i have no one.

maybe its for the best. that i slowly die, so i can get to you. so i can find you wherever you are. 

but your on the good side while i am on the darkside.

we will never be able to meet. we will always be opposites.

you were my shelter, my home, my family, my soulmate, my love, my heart, and my entire being.

but no matter what. i will always be made of the darkness.

i was born to be like this.

its my fate, and thats why i hate fate.

i know that if you heard me say that you would tell me that i can control my own destiny.

but i dont want to do anything anymore. 

i want you and only you.

but thats the one thing i wont get.

i lost you Venus Malfoy.

you were going to be mine, and i was going o be yours.

but your fate was better than mine.

you left this world and wont have to end up with me and lose all your happiness. 

you are probably better away from me.

all bring to people is pain.

i love you Venus Ace Rosewood. 

i always will.

i hope your happy wherever you are. 

i love you to the moon and back.

i love you like the flowers adore the sun.

i love your smell, flowers.

i love your cuddles.

i love your pecks.

i love your kisses.

i love your warm hugs.

i love you.

but i wasnt able to tell you all the things i love in you.

i wasnt able to tell you how much i love you.

i didnt have enough time to express my love for you.

and even if i did, i wont be able to.

my love for you is eternal.

i know how much you love fancy words so let me tell you how i feel with the same words :

i feel-

 Desiderium 

Compunctious

alexithymic

those were the only words that i could remember that described what i feel.

most of your words were happy. 

but i am not. 

i miss you already.

farewell my love. 

maybe we will meet soon.