The Anonymous

21.Acception

Is it weird talking to your imagination?
And doing weird stuffs
As if you're hallucinating•••••••

Yup, call me crazy

But atleast these things would make you more happy than the reality would
Imagination and Facade won't hurt you
But they would!
Atleast you'll agree with me now

I maybe quiet but that doesn't mean I'm not alive
Staying anonymous is what I've been doing till now
Strange I like it!
Or may even love it.

Cuz° I realised communication doesn't really work anymore

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Gaining my strength back, we started walking through the forest.
Sun shone brightly, or maybe too bright ; enough to quench our thirst already.
Sweat dripped down
And Evelyn had it hard controlling herself
But Gray was determined
His eyes cold and body moving as if he wasn't controlling them.

Walking for a few more hours, Evelyn and me collided down ,we couldn't take it anymore
No water was left
Gray stopped to watch us on the ground for a second
And slowly walked away from us without even us noticing
Gaining my sense back ,I called out for Gray

•••••••••••••••• no response••••••••••••••••

I lifted my head up to see no one there
My panic started to rise
        
I got up quickly and called out for him once again

Again no response

Evelyn looked at me confused

(Did he leave me already?)

But he told me he'll stay
He promised!!!!

I screamed, I cried
I lost him

Sorry I wasn't a good person
( ..............a good brother )

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Hey!

Who is it?
Who is calling me?!
Don't call me!
I don't want to talk
Get out!!!!!!!!!

But Jungkook please listen,

Hey!!! stop it!!!! ALREADY
You are a loser!!!!!!!!!

And so am I
And despitefully we stay in the same body

A-arghhhhhh-ahhhhh

S......t.......op!!!
I beg you please

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"Hey"

(Someone's calling me?)

"Hey, Get up
What are you doing on the ground?!"

I slowly looked up to see him,

Relief is what I felt at the moment

I quickly got up only to hold him, embrace him...

"Jungkook- too t-ight!"

"I'm sorry " Jungkook said in a low trembled voice

"It's ok!"

"Where were you?!
I........

.....I was scared "

Jungkook said while covering his face with his bare hands

Slow sniffs were heard
Tears slowly went down
Drip_Drop

Gray softened at the sight

"Shhhhhh.....Sorry lil brother
Its alright......"

Hearing him call me brother; made me tear up more
I relaxed in his embrace

'Brother'

The feeling of acception, that my body and mind craved since day one....

I wanted Redemption, I don't know if I got it or not.

But I can tell you one thing right

The feeling of finally being accepted is euphoric too........

_______end of phase 21_______

Hey guys ...i dnt know if u even read this anymore . I feel like im losing interest too and like as if this book isnt really interesting☹
So idk anymore if i shud go on and continue🙁.....