Playing With Death

Oh shit

"HURRY UP WE'RE GONNA BE LATE" a voice

"Ah" I was startled from my beauty sleep and fell on the ground.

A groan escape my lips And i slowly opened my eyes and looked around and took notice i was laying on the ground tangled in my blankets. I could see little particles from the blanket move around and float in the air. I breath out and looked over towards my clock

My eyes widen

"OH SHIT"

and up faster then the flash I was up and off the ground

Hurrying and getting my feet out of the tangled cover I made it towards the closet and while also stepping over a few things I grabbed my freshly washed uniform and threw it on

I rush downstairs and as I make it toward the last step and hear giggling

"HAHAHAHA"

"He looked so panicked"

the voice and words of my sister made me annoyed as I realized

I stop as a dead look crossed my face And slowly turn towards my Ma and little sista as they laugh.

I huff and rush back upstairs to see that the sun was just know coming out

' She must've changed my alarm clock '

I thought as I change it back deciding to go take a shower and wash my face.

(Scene change)

I felt the warm water hit my head and run down my whole body.

A tired yawn fell from my lips

My hair started getting damp and covering my eyes as apply the soap and shampoo and started to scrub and clean.
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I fix my tie up after brushing my teeth and face and head down stairs for breakfast.

"Dang we got you good"
My sister Tammy commented while I could hear my mom chuckle

Tammy was about 11 years of age and yet she still acted like she was 5 sometimes..well at least to me

"Yeah laugh it up wait till I get you back"I grabbed her and put her in a headlock

Her hair that was tided into too ponytails brushed against my face while she was wiggling and struggling against my hold

She started laughing as we mini played fight

"Alright stop you two hurry up and come eat so you can go catch ya buss"

As I hurried to sit down I look around and noticed my da- no sperm giver wasn't present.

'Sperm giver is a good one'

A sigh pass my lips making mom look at me as I looked back at her.

"Mom where's Dad "I asked.It kinda irked me to call that thing dad like? is he even my real father he dont look like me

I could see her flinch slightly at the mention of him

"He went to work early" she made up a quick lie

My eyes traveled to a light forming purple bruise on her arm

"Oh ok" I quickly agreed to change the subject knowing she wouldn't want to talk about it.

' He hit my momma again' I could feel anger boiling up
At the fact I couldn't protect my own mom..again

I never could protect her hell i couldn't even protect myself

'punk'

I hurried up and finished and slide my on my shoes and said my goodbyes and was off
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As I was walking closer to the bus I seen the last person I would want to see Damian you could just feel in his name. Damian more like Demon he just enjoys bullying me he went as far as telling me to die, well he always does that but still.

know im not a punk

"Well if it isn't the blackie" I wasn't even there yet and he was being racist

He was more of one of those hunter trump2020 guys you know

I simply walked and kept my distance
Avoiding a fight...I couldn't afford to get suspended

Until he came and stood in front of me and pushed me again and again.....I punched him

I said I didn't want a fight put god he was annoying

Maybe not the best idea either before we started hitting each other full force, shit hurt not gone lie

It went on for a good minute or two before the bus pulled up and and was slowly incoming and honking signaling for us to break apart But we still hit each other.

I could feel the harsh impact of the punch when they made contact with my skin

He must've gathered as much strength as he could to push me out towards the sideway curb causing me to slip and fall in my back right into the streets right as the bus was coming in full speed.

Pain it was impossible to describe it but I do remember the numbing the as well its like the The two things I were feeling were battling each other

The numb side eventually won But it the feeling was unnatural

I don't know what was happening I was just confused and scared it felt like it was having a seizure but without the shaking .

I was just there everything was black well at least i think it was black or maybe my eyelids were closed or something

Is this the dead

I was just laying unable to move ,speak , I could steel breath at least

wait no

Something feels like its moving? are they moving my dead body that they ran over

prolly is

So i guess im just dead huh this shit boring did I go to hell or sum

but I prayed last night how i get here

so im really dead huh

I could feel my consciousness slipping slowly as I could feel some of my body slipping into a coma like shell

'I just died' was my last though that I would I ever think about...

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Or so I thought

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I'm going to go edit all my chapters because I didn't like the way I wrote it the first time :I