Dear Daniel John, I think about you. Day and night. Everyone asks me how I'm doing. I say I'm fine with a smile in my face. But deep inside I'm filled with so much sadness. Its eating me alive. I miss you so much. I'm struggling without you. You made me all these promises. You promised you wouldn't give up so easily but you did. 19 months in love. You promised me forever. Yeah I know I'm still young and barely 21. But you were my first. I thought I wasn't going to be able to survive without you but here I am breathing and shit. Struggling but here. I miss you so much. You are and will always be my almost lover.. I wish things would have worked... But you left me hanging.......💔 -Kathryn Chandria Bernardo