Dear Ex,
Akala ko hindi napapansin ni Mommy na may nagbago sa akin but I was wrong. I think, mothers really have this certain connection with their children. Ang lakas makaramdam ni Mommy.
She asked me kung nag-away daw ba tayo. Di ka na raw kasi dumadalaw sa bahay. Ang I just can't help it, umiyak na naman ako.
Paskong pasko yet here I am, indulging myself with this immeasurable pain.
Sabi ko kay Mommy, break na tayo. And I don't even have any idea kung bakit tayo nagbreak. I'm forcing myself to reckon any signs of defects in our relationship but I fail to realize any of it. Wala akong maisip.
Yun na nga ang mahirap dun. We were once a perfect couple and in a blink of an eye, the relationship that we've built got lost.. And destroyed.
Ramdam ni Mommy ang sakit na nararanasan ko ngayon. Sobrang higpit ng yakap niya sa'kin. "Tahan na baby, magiging okay din ang lahat."
Mas lalo akong napahikbi dahil dun. Ang sakit lang kasi, ang sakit sakit.
💔
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