A Letter to My Ex (KathNiel)

Moving on 6

PLEASE PLAY THE SONG "WHEN I DREAM ABOUT YOU" OF PARAMORE :)

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*unknown number calling

Hello?

You're Kathryn Chandria Bernardo of MU right? I have your book with me.

Oh my gee. I've been searching for that. Naiwan ko ata kanina sa Greenwich. Thank you! Can I get it right after my 6PM class?

Okay then, 7PM, Starbucks.

That's where it all started, me losing the book in one of the coffee shop in Mall of Asia. And you informing me that you have it. And that was a first time na nagkaroon ng kabuluhan ang paglalagay ko ng contact number sa first page ng libro ko.

You are so beautiful, inside and out. You make me nervous everytime you're around. You make me happy without putting much effort in it. You are everything. You are my everything now. You are the sweetest thing that has ever happened to me. Kathryn Chandria Bernardo, will you be my girlfriend?

I was speechless when you asked me to be your girlfriend. Hindi ako ready. But that day, you made me the happiest girl alive.

Love, knock knock.

Who's there?

I love you.

I love you too. :)

Ang korni ng mga jokes mo pero sobrang napapangiti ako.

Ikaw nagprepare ng lahat ng 'to?

Yes Love, happy anniversary.

But you don't know how to cook.

Nagpaturo ako kay Mommy. Y-you told me that this is your favorite food, that's why I tried learning it.

Daniel John Ford, you don't have to do this. I still love you even if you don't know how to cook. Thank you for always surprising me.

I love you.

Dinner date. Niluto mo pa ang paborito kong kare-kare. That sweet act of yours made me fall for you even more.

May shooting star, pikit tayo Love, let's make a wish.

Anong ni-wish mo?

Ikaw. Sana lagi tayong ganito.

Ang ganda ng mga stars, tingnan mo Love.

Bakit pa ko titingin sa mga stars? Andito na ang pinakamagandang star sa buhay ko.

Ang cute naman ng shih tzu, kanino 'to babe?

Sa'yo. Di ba gusto mo ng shih tzu? Every time na nakakita ka ng shih tzu, lagi mo na lang akong nakakalimutan. Laging shih tzu ang cute sa'yo. Kulang na lang ata mag-wish ako na sana ako na lang ang shih tzu.

Sus nagseselos ka na naman DJ. Sige, kapag shih tzu ka, di na kita maha-hug ng mahigpit kasi di naman sila pwedeng i-hug ng sobrang higpit. Ano shih tzu ka na lang?

Binabawi ko na Love, tao na lang. Di na ko magseselos sa shih tzu. But promise me, ako pa rin ang priority hindi 'yan ha? Love you.

Ang kyooot mo talaga, DJ. Of course, ikaw lang.

I'm an animal lover and I am fond of shih tzus. Alam mo ring hindi ako binibilhan ni Mommy ng ganun kahit anong pilit ko sa kanya. Kaya I was stoked when you gave that as your birthday present to me.

Love, san ka na? Itext mo ako. Nag-aalala na ko.

30 minutes

45 minutes

1 hour na ang nakalipas pero wala ka pa rin.

Humihingal kang dumating sa restaurant. I didn't ask what took you so long para makarating sa meeting place natin.

It happened too fast. Niyakap mo pa ako bago mo banggitin ang mga katagang hindi ko lubos na maunawaan.

Chandria, let's break up.

I was too shocked to react. Hindi ko na halos magawang unawain ang mga salitang binitiwan mo. Umalis ka habang ako'y naiwan na nakatayo. Nanghina ang mga tuhod ko. I felt some hot liquid forming at the side of my eyes.

Panaginip. Panaginip na lang ang lahat. Unti unti kong naramdaman ang mainit na likidong kumakawala sa aking mga mata kasabay ng unti-unti mong paglayo hanggang sa wala na akong maaninag maging ang anino mo.

Nagising ako sa kalaliman ng gabi. Nagising ako ngunit ramdam ko ang mga luha sa aking mata. The memories that we've shared are just too special to be forgotten. Hindi ko kayang kalimutan ang mga yon ng basta-basta.

Saan ba ako nagkulang? Did you find another woman who's way more special than me? Ang sakit-sakit na. May iba ba? Sino? Bakit ba kasi iniwan mo na lang ako ng basta-basta? My life's now turned into a puzzle that'll never be complete anymore.

Boy I am hurting but goddammit, hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit mas pinipili pa ng sistema ko na masaktan kesa mag move on.

My mind wanted to take a break but my heart's a traitor, dinidiktahan at inaalipin pa rin ang pagkatao ko.

When you love someone, you gotta learn to let them go

When I dream about you that's when everything's alright.

You're in my arms here next to me forever

When I dream about you, boy you never go away

Just close my eyes wait for my dreams

'cause I still love loving you.

Panaginip. Mananatili na lang ang lahat bilang isang panaginip. I still love, loving you.

💔