Dear Ex,
Last day na ng bakasyon and my mom told me to seize the day. I wanted to, but there's something that holds me back.
Naguguluhan talaga ako hanggang ngayon. Kung pwede lang sanang kumuha ako ng rebound, kung pwede lang but hindi naman ako ganun ka-heartless. I am hurt, yes, but I don't want to be benefited at the expense of the other. Yun siguro yung pinaka-ayoko, yung rebound love. I believe there's no love in it. No one should toy on another's emotions just because your feelings have been played.
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Tinext ko ang isa sa mga close friends ko na si Valerie. Si Val, baliw yun pero marunong din namang magseryoso. May kaibigan din naman ako, yun nga lang, karamihan ng mga kaibigan ko, medyo malayo sa akin.
Chandria: Nung nagbreak kayo ng boyfriend mo, anong ginawa mo sa mga bigay nya sayo?
Val: Whoa, is that a pm or a gm?
Chandria: Hahaha. Random question. Hi Val, pm yan.
Val: Nahuli yung hi? Duh! Bakit? Break na kayo ni DJ? Ano ipabugbog ko na?
Chandria: Yes and no. Yes break na kami and no wag mong ipagbugbog. Di mo rin naman sya mahahanap, it's useless.
Val: Wait, sino ba nakipagbreak? Ikaw o sya?
Chandria: Buti sana kung ako ang nakipagbreak, di ako mahihirapan magmove on but damn, he just came out, telling me that he wanted a break, without any reason.
Val: Fuck! That stupid arsehole!
Chandria: If he has told me that he fell out of love, I can make this pain manageable, I could've thought of clearer reasons as to why the heck that happened. I could not understand. Ganun na ba trend ng break ups ngayon?
Val: I wanna kick his balls, right now, big time! You wanna over in my house? You want to party? You shouldn't bawl about his stupidity. Chandria, you're beautiful and smart and lovable. Maraming nagkakagusto sa'yo. Why don't you entertain suitors?
Chandria: You mean, I'll go for rebound love? Hell no!
Val: I didn't say that you go, find a suitor and make him as your instant boyfriend. Duh, let him make do the courtship.
Chandria: It's not that easy.
Val: Haynako, Kathryn Chandria Bernardro. Maraming lalaki sa mundo. Mag-boy hunting tayo. Saturday, I'll fetch you, 8PM. Wear something sexy. Or better yet, I'll lend you some of my dress, pumili ka. We need another man to rock your world ;)
Chandria: No, di ako pwede
Val: I am not asking for your approval babe. ;) See you!
Ready na nga ba talaga akong magmove on? Is this the right way of moving on? Bakit sobrang nagi-guilty ako? It feels like I'm cheating on you. Di ko kaya.
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