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Dear Ex,





Pinaglalaruan ko ang ballpen ko, pinipigilan ang antok habang nakikinig sa sinasabi ng Auditing Theory professor namin. Parang kahapon bakasyon pa lang at ngayon, busy na naman sa pag-aaral. Today's Thursday at medyo natatakot akong salubungin ang Saturday evening. I am definitely not excited about Val's idea of partying. As if hanging out with a bunch of mixed individuals in a strange place would heal the wounds that you've given. Ilang beses ko na ring sinubukang itext si Val but she didn't give me any reply. Kahit ang message ko sa Facebook ay in-ignore nya. Seenzoned.





If you were here, you wouldn't let me go in a bar, would you? The idea clouded my mind. Every once in a while, naiisip kita. Tell me, how can I move on with that?





Kahit ata sobrang busy ko na ngayon dahil sa dinami dami ng mga requirements na kailangan kong gawin, kahit marami akong libro na pinag-aaralan for our exams, I never failed to remember you. Yun ang mahirap once you got attached with someone, you'll have to adjust into being independent again.





Well in my case, I got attached with you. And goddammit! Mahirap! Sobrang hirap, alam mo yun? Love, it's freakin' too damn hard to take a grip of my emotions. Emotions playing over emotions.








"One of the characteristics of audit is 3-party relationship. Third party or the users is the most important party in an audit." Paliwanag ng aming prof.








Nawala ang aking antok dahil narinig ko ang dalawang katagang kinakatakutan ko, third party.





Shit. Ngayon ko lang napagtanto. Third party. May third party nga ba?





💔

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