Eternal Pain

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I miss the day when I had no emotions

Or they were dulled without taking any magic potions

Now its so hard to control my mind's motion

Going from laughing to crying to dying in emo explosions

Struggling to find ways to cope with this ocean

Barricade against a tsunami? no problem

I might as well drown, give me my crown

Of losing to myself everyday but not going down

Wonder what's in my head, will it ever get out

Whatever, I don't what this poem is about

Just know that my life is suffering, and I can't stay stout

Better days are too far away, I tried to scout

I write big shit here but you'll never hear it from my mouth

Just hope I can find the 'peace with success' route.