Eternal Pain

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Black hole in my heart, feeling empty as a shell

Wish someone could fill it but who shall I tell

Needy and insecure, that wont be me, to hell

With this night self, the things I feel just dont gel

With how I see myself and what I want to be, but oh well

Wish I didn't feel any pain and life was all swell

Predictable rhymes, look at how I fell (how I fell)

Or maybe I was always like this, who can tell?

Gonna put my brain in the freezer cause it aint thinking well

Repeating the words over and over, look how I fell

Thoughts so empty insides lonely, just feeling like hell.