Eternal Pain

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Is it possible to feel so many things

Yet have no words to say them

To think about so many things

Yet have no thoughts to speak of

Afraid of what the future brings

Hard to keep my emotions in check

Carefree bird outside sings

I envy it, it can talk about stupid things

Without feeling anything wrong

While look at me here, pondering each word over

Yet coming up with nothing sober

And hating each line with a passion

My brain so inclined to distraction

Just hope to find a place like home

Without a person, diamonds are just stones

Painting words in such jarring tones.