Eternal Pain

9

Writing pages for the void to see

Alone and lost, I try to be

Better than I have been

But sometimes I fall down

Stuck in a desolate town

In a desolate state

Trusted for long I have on fate

But nothing changes except the date

Hard to figure out whether I'm early or late

To fix what's under my grate

I really want to share my world

To show what's beautiful and what hurts

But the mere thought of it scares me

If trust I give, they always scar me

For they say I'm strong, but they wrong

Inside its a house of cards, push it slightly it falls

Built walls around it, they stand tall

Still, alone in my mind castle I walk down the empty halls

Wondering if someone will join in, or will it always be secluded from all.