Eternal Pain

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The only thing that'll make me better today is sleep

But before that I will have to weep

Cause the pain in my hearts runs too deep

You'd tell me to be strong but it has already seeped

Inside me, calling me a freak or a creep

I really want love, but the thoughts come too cheap

For them to be penned down; can't find the source of my grief

Whether its the pain of loss or of the emptiness inside me

The men and women around me seem so hollow

I wonder if there's anything worth it in the tomorrow

I'm digging my hole, submerged in it now

Have no hope cause I already feel drowned

Oh, how cruel life is

To give me the opportunities after I'm already too down

To even think about chasing them, forget about wearing the crown

I slam these keys as if these words will get me out of my prison

To kill someone or kill myself, my destiny does have crimson

I hope I can hold it off, until I have risen

Above this hell hole of a human world, my inescapable prison.