Eternal Pain

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It seems that my soul doesn't have much left to speak

As time passed, I've fell off my peak

Behind my shoulder, I try to peek

To find the path to reach, the place I seek

I don't know if I can even get there

I'm not even sure if its worth a try

Cause the flames have burnt out, the well has dried

And you know its not like I never tried

But the knowledge that I could have tried

Much better than I did, might keep me awake at night

Still, this gamble has even greater stakes

As I now wonder, if I even want what I wanted to chase.