never existed :: niccolo rossi

nineteen: text

Isabella, hours after Niccolò's ignored calls, told her 4 friends; Chiara, Ludo, Damiano and Fabio about the group chat situation with Niccolò, Jordan and Timothée. What she didn't mention was Niccolò's confession to her, which she herself could not stop thinking about and struggled to keep bottled up to herself. Timothée and Jordan were yet to hear from the girl in Rome and the dance was in two days.

. . . 4/MAY/2020
— text messages to: "unlikely mates" group chat
members:
- niccolo (me)
- jordy
- timothée

timothée
I can't believe she found out

me
she lost it at me

timothée
fuck
timothée
i haven't been able to get her to respond to me

jordy
Neither have I
jordy
what happened nicco?

me
she lost at me for making a group chat
me
asked why I even cared so much about her
me
then I told her she should learn to stop being stubborn and trust me
me
she admitted she was dramatic but told me it was hard to trust me, considering our group's formation
me
then some more banter followed and I somehow confessed my feeling for her and she hasn't spoken to me since

jordy
i fucking knew it
jordy
WOOOO MY SHIP
jordy
isolo is sailinggggg

timothée
I'm glad you told her how you feel
timothée
even though I've never met you face to face
timothée
I can tell you really like her

me
doesnt matter guys
me
she clearly doesn't feel the same

jordy
what no don't give up!
jordy
you gotta pursue this further

me
Jordan
me
The worst possible outcome came from my confession
me
i would hate to see what happens if I push what does not want to be pushed

jordy
but you can't give up!

timothée
nicco at least ask her to that dance
timothée
I'm sure she would want to go to that with you

me
uh it's too late for that

jordy
Niccolò I may have to fly there and punch you

me
🤠
me
I already asked a girl from my school

timothée
you wHAT?

jordy
if you say it's that virgin oil girl

me
ha
me
you would be somewhat correct
me
I am taking Virginia

timothée
I really hate you right now

. . . 04/MAY/2020
— text message to: chiara

me
chia
me
I know you may not want to hear this
me
but I really need your help
me
I really like Niccolò

chiara
I know isa
chiara
its okay though I don't care

me
but I care
me
I need you to be okay with my feelings towards him

chiara
hey isabella
chiara
I have a boyfriend who I love
chiara
I do not like Niccolò

me
ok great
me
because he told me he has feelings for me OVER TEXT and I decided the most logical answer was to ghost hun

chiara
you Australians are insane
chiara
how long since he sent it

me
like five days-ish

chiara
ok I should have saved the insanity label until now
chiara
U ARE INSANE U BITCH

me
Chiara i don't know what to do
me
I JUST WAS OVERWHELMED WITH EVERYTHING HAD GONE ON WITH JAIDYN AND THE BOYS

chiara
isa
chiara
go and talk to him right now
chiara
tell him how you feel

me
but chiara its been too long
me
I left it too late

chiara
who cares
chiara
these boy clearly adores how abrupt and careless you are
chiara
why change in this circumstance?

me
ok you're right
me
i need to grow some fucking balls.

chiara
yes you do

. . . 04/MAY/2020
— text messages to: niccolo

me
Niccolò

niccolo
Isabella
niccolo
are you okay?

me
yeah I'm fine
me
have you got a minute to call me

niccolo
ah I'm kinda busy right now

me
oh sorry for interrupting
me
what are you up to? I can call you after.

niccolo
I'm just shopping for ties to match Virginia's dress for the dance
niccolo
is this urgent?
niccolo
ill be home soon so we can talk then

me
you know what
me
dont stress about it
me
I can just ask cami

niccolo
ok see you later I guess

me
yep

. . .
a/n
shit about to hit the fan
Next chapter is the dance btw
Also a double update because I haven't updated since September and I'm such a nice friend so I'm treating my readers xxxx
this books coming to a close quite shortly! AH I'm so excitedddd
- c