Chapter 4

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Sven was listening to wind blowing.

Burt had fell asleep not a long time ago.

Sven looked at the sleeping Burt, smiling. 

he didn't know that, Burt wasn't enjoying his sleep.

in fact, he was in that dream. he hated it.

he wasn't shacking. but it was his first stage.

he'd first get a headache and then he'd stop moving. then stop breathing.

'don't worry..everything will be okay..'

no it's not..

he's risking his own life...for him.

'YOU'D DIE IF YOU TRY TO PROTECT ME!'

he heard himself scream.

'BANG'

Burt stopped moving. 

"Burt? you okay?"

Sven shook Burt a bit. Burt didn't opened his eyes.

he couldn't breathe.

'why...why did you..do that...?'

Burt whimpered. he felt himself very lightheaded.

he saw himself rush to the almost lifeless body.

'...don't leave me...please...'

Burt couldn't stop whimpering. it hurts.

"Burt..wake up!"

Burt didn't. he wanted to scream. but he couldn't.

"Sven..."

Burt whispered. Sven wondered what he was dreaming about.

'i don't deserve..to live..'

wait..what?

Sven was now staring at Burt sleep. he sighed and touched his check.

"i don't wanna live anymore.."

Sven was shocked. he stopped touching him and wondered why he said that.

"Burt..?"

he shook his harder, to make him wake up.

"Burt wake up!"

he had no choice.

Sven got up and walked to the kitchen.

he got a little ice cube. he went back to then room.

he placed the ice cube on Burt's forehead. 

he shivered. 

then he shot up awake. 

he breathed heavily.

he felt the ice cube slipped out of his forehead and to the sheets.

Sven looked confused. too confused.

"are you okay?"

Burt felt his tears whelm up inside up.

"no.."

Sven didn't care. he pulled Burt into a hug.

Burt tried to push him away. he didn't feel that well.

"Burt..what happened?"

Burt stayed quiet. he hugged him back.

"i..i'm scared..."

Sven was indeed confused. but didn't care.

"it doesn't matter..."

Burt felt bored. and sick.

he need air.

he let go of the hug and got up.

he puts his sweater on then went out.

Sven did the same.

Sven saw Burt sitting on the grass, letting the wind bother him.

Sven sat next to him.

there was silence between those two.

"it's quiet.."

Burt squared his shoulders. 

"i like it like that. but you cannot stay out here for long. you'll drop dead again."

Sven chuckled.

"you like sleeping?"

Burt looked at Sven. 

"nah..i don't."

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..i'm lazy. 

and that sucks.

*music plays in the background*

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