A\N: LET'S MAKE THIS DEPRESSING, CAN I GET A AMEN?! imma make this depressing
it was around 3 or 4.
Burt fluttered his eyes open, not feeling good.
clearly.
he feels horrible.
is it a dream?
a nightmare
but
it felt really bad.
Burt's heart broke.
but it been broken. ever since.
it's nothing new.
nothing at all.
though, he only spend a few years with his parents.
well, before they died.
why did he feel like he messed up?
it wasn't a good feeling at all
I'm sorry mom and dad
he carefully got Demo off of his lap.
and stood up.
he walked away from the two, sleeping.
he felt broken
nothing broke him.
it's them who did.
he felt something hit in the arm.
is it death knocking on his door?
I know I messed up bad
nah, it's just what he feels.
hmm..
"i shouldn't go far" he whispered.
he cleaned off all the sand off of him, he couldn't help but mummer and whisper
he took a deep breath.
inhaling that ocean, salty air.
it's cold.
not a good type of course.
it shook him a bit
sadly it did.
should he tell them this?
should he tell Demo and Sven?
he just wants to get out of here.
like, he could wish.
wish a better life.
a better world at least.
but the world is marked with blood marks.
I should've, should've done, should've done better
he lifted up his sleeve, showing the healed cuts on his arm.
he should really start getting back into that habit again
right?
he traced them, they don't hurt as much anymore.
he remembered when he did, they print red blood on his finger.
they were freshly new.
he was stressed, so he had to do something
I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had
he whispered something under his breath.
he was just whispering something like
'what a stupid thing to do, is there anything else more painful?'
YOU ARE READING
The fate I'd fear you'd have.
Fanfiction(imma do this story because this ship is underrated) though, had you ever wanted to protect someone? love them? do anything to prevent death? that's how he felt. since child, he has lost his family. all of it. years later, he's forced to join a gro...
