He's not that bad - Rodrick x Reader

Chapter 10

Rodrick's point of view (?!?!?)

I couldn't sleep at all. The only thing on my mind was Y/N.

I played the video of them singing to the music 7 times already. Everything they did made me happy. It felt like they actually cared about me, some guy so stupid that he'll probably never even pass highschool.
Then when they called me babe.
Fuck. I know they just did it to get that creep to go away but... God I want that again.

But Y/N will probably never like me like that. Why would they, Y/N is so perfect. They could get anyone they want in a heartbeat.

But that hug... I could have stayed like that forever. Why did all of these feelings happen so fast. Earlier this week they were just someone in class that was fun to talk to. This all started because they decided to call me when they felt bad.

One late night call and my emotions were suddenly too much.

When they grabbed my wrist after apologising. No one has ever apologized to me like that before. Y/N cared about me.

Why me? Im not important, I'm not even nice to people. They even believe that I'll be successful in my music.

And they looked so cute when they were tired.

I'll never be good enough for them. I stared at the photo of us together, my arm around their waist both of us with the biggest smiles. They were just smiling from the concert though. I want to be the reason they smile. I want them to feel the same way about me.
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I wanted to express not only Y/N's emotions but also Rodrick's. I thought it would be fun and also a nice break. Hope you liked it. ^_^