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Then Dejuane opened my door
C: I knew I should have jumped out my window
A: *laughs* you made me forget what song I wanted to play
C: play some sad shit
D: here's ur hoodie u left
C: shove it up ur ass
A: *starts dying laughing* where are we going again
C: hell
D: the cheese cake factory Dre
C: again hell Andre take my black ass home
A: *laughs again*
C: ok ass it's not that funny
A: it is
C: Dejuane why is u breathing on my neck
D: my bad
C: take the hoodie and shove it up ur ass ok
D: carissa-
C: *slams car door*
A: ah shit
C: run over his foot for me
A: what bitch-
C: can we just go
A: we waiting on Ansley and Justin dumb ass
Dj: can we go home
C: right
A: why dj
Dj: bc my mom and my dad are fighting
Andre had the nerve to roll down the window and call Dejuane
D: what
A: one look at this dumb ass trying to choke her self 2 yall made dj want to go home
D: what
A:hes upset y'all are arguing and carissa where tf did that Barbie doll come from and why are u trying to hit Dejuane with it
C: my arms are too short
A: this is too funny
D: she's mad at me
C: u right
J: hey bitches
C: thank god Justin take this Barbie doll and hit Dejuane with it
J: ok
Justin smacked Dejuane with the Barbie
A: WHAT THE FUCK
C: where's Ansley
J: she's otw
C: omg kill me
J: girl ik u hot take that mfn coat off we going to the cheese cake factory not Alaska
C: no I can't
J: why
C: I feel-
A: stop feeling disgusted with ur self and take that shit off
C: I'm mot just disgusted with my self I'm- nvm I don't wanna take abt it
A: stop feeling insecure take it off
C: no
D: so carissa what we gone do
C: imma sit here and act like I don't kno u
Dj: no
C: what u want me to do kiss him
Dj: yes
C: AHAHA pretend Andre is ur dad
Dj: ok
C: problem solved
D: Jesus I gotta finish getting ready bc I'm bringing someone with me
C: idc
J: ur gonna care bc it's Monroe
C: bitch let her try me
Roe: hey carissa
C: where u goin
Roe: with y'all
C: dj u want her at ur party
Dj: no da fawk
A: *laughs* lord have mercy Jesus
C: sorry Monroe u can't come
Roe : it's fine
Monroe left
A: why u do her like that she seems sweet
C: bitch don't try me
Then Ansley pulled up
C: thank lord get in the mfn car
An: damn rude
D: k I'm done y'all seen Monroe
C: no Go stick a condom up ur ass
A: *laughs* CARISSA
C: Justin get in the car bitch I don't have time
An: the reason ur acting rude is the same reason u called me last night crying
C: stop exposing me miss I walk with a limp
And yes
D: what was she crying abt
An: about how-
I threw my shoe at ansley
C: shut up it's not his concern he wasn't concerned wen he caused it
J: AHH Andre driveee
A: gahhdman
We drove and the car ride was silent once we got there we got seated and everyone sat in there seat and the only seat left was next to Dejuane
C: y'all are ass holes
D: is u gonna sit down
C: yes
I walked over to ansley and sat on her lap
An: ok then
Once the lady came I didn't order food I just ordered alcohol
Everyone was eating staring at me
C: Andre-
A: ok ok quit staring at her
Then I got a call and Kobe was in the hospital for an overdose and they were sure if he was gonna make it when I heard those words my heart stopped
D: are you good
C: don't talk to me
I called Kobe
*otp with Kobe💚*
C: Kobe what did u do Dejuane stop staring at me
I got up went outside
And I ran into damean
C: just go inside I'll b there in a min
K: i overdosed
C: bitch on
K: meth
C: Kobe what did the doctor say
K: I might not make it
C: I can't come to Nc Rn I'm sorry
K: it's fine I'll b good but if I don't make it I love you
C: I love you too I would talk to u more but today is djs birthday
K: ik his present should be comin in the mail
C: ok I'll b I'm Nc soon
K: k bye
C: bye
When I hung up the phone mascara was all down my face I can't loose my bsf
I wiped my tears and went back inside
A: is everything ok
C: n-no but let's not talk abt it
Da: I heard some abt Kobe what's wrong with him
C: Kobe is gonna b ok I'm praying
An: what's wrong with the love of my life
Mi: asshole
An: my bad
C: ok can we change the subject bc I'm abt to start crying hard as shit
An: alr
Then Dejuane started staring at me again
C: bitch is u looking at me or Ansley I'm confused
An: he Better not b looking at me
C: if there someone fine behind me bc lemme see
I turned around and seen Monroe
C: good lord
A: dj literally said he didn't want her here
J: to b correct he said "no da fawk"
C: *laughs* lmfao
A: hell
Dj: anyways
An: I can't feel my legs
C: good so u won't limp bc u wont feel it
An: shut up
C: last night was hell with u screaming and shit
An: u were crying over dejuanes dumb ass- I'm sorry I'd isn't mean to say that where he can hear
A: here it comes
J: smh
C: Ansley So u weren't venting to me abt Mikey last night
A: awh shit
D: carissa-
C: shut up
An: weren't u also cutting up them pictures of Dejuane
C: weren't u crying all on ur private story
An: ok that's enough stop exposing me
Cm: I'm very much concerned
C: mom not rn
D: I can't with y'all
C: and I can't with u constantly-
A: that's enough people are literally looking at u
C: and they can continue
A: get up and go outside I'm coming
C: mhm
I got up and went outside and sat on the ground thinking then Andre came out
A: light the blunt
I lit the blunt and vented to Andre , cried , cracked jokes, allat then were zooted as a bitch but we went back inside and this time I sat next to Dejuane
J: y'all always doin that shit with out me and Ansley
A: yall could have came but y'all decided to sit here
I was literally in a different world then Dejuane
Slapped me on the back of my head
C: what asshole
D: dj wants his present asshole
C: I didn't even get him anything so here
I gave dj 600 dollars
Cm: that's that drug dealer money
C: sure is
Then mar walked in with Kay and when I tell you Kay looked good asf then they walked over to our table
Mar: here's the daily cut
C: how much
Mar: 1k
C: here's 500 and y'all can keep what ever is left
Kay: ik u see me here carissa
C: I do and I don't kno what's goin on with my eyes
Mar: u smoked it didn't u
C: hell yeah
Kay: not the super blunt
C: im literally out of this world
kay: anyways we needa restock
C: y'all go to Ohio and sell and I'll sell here with Ac
Mar: fine by me
D: u making my head hurt
C: good
A: all I hear is dollar signs
Then Kobe called
C: yeah Kobe
K: doctors said it's a 50/50 chance
C: hold I'm high so it takes a bit to process
K: dumb ass
C: ur the dumb ass I to you to get Away from that shit
K: u do it too
C: yeah but not that much where did u get it from
K: Ken
C: did u tell
K: hell yeah
C: his ass goin to jail
K: ik
C: now i gotta bail his ass out
K: ahahah I gotta go the doctor is comin in
C: ight bye
End of call
C: fucking dumb ass
D: bitch what
C: I told ur lil dick ass not to talk to me
A: *chokes on drink and starts laughing hard asl* u remember the sausage
C: we can't b in sit down restaurants
A: ong
D: y'all ready to go
C: yep
A: what are we doing next I forgot
An: water park dumb ass
C: who paying
Da: the drug dealer
Everyone started looking at me
C: fine but I gotta bail someone out of jail and this is taking money away from that and now I gotta get it out my bank acc
D: u got it
I played the bull and gave a 100 dollar tip
Then we left and me and Andre were walking behind everyone dying laughing it was hot as shit outside
A: look miss girl I'm not playing with u
He took my jacket off
C: bitch
A: u have a whole as hoodie under it
C: yes
A: come on
Andre gave one of his shirts and his playboy shorts
A: put it on
C: why
A: ur dumb ass is gonna have a heat stroke now put it on
Once I put it on he just looked at me
C: what
A: sexy
An: ah shit
I put my hair in a bun and we all got out the car
And Dejuane just started at me I grabbed the blunt I had in my bag and lit it
D: I needa post on tiktok so I need carissa
C: lil dick I'm not filming shit with u
D: pls
C: no
D: I'll leave u alone after wards
C: fine What are we doin
D: I need u to sit there and look cute
C: well I look like shit so idk what u want from me
D: just stand there and look at me
C: ok
Some fucking wedding music came on and Dejuane spent me around and kissed me
I literally started to choke
An: give me the blunt
I went behind andres car and threw up literally
I was throwing up for abt 5mins while Andre was rubbing my back
A: u good
C: yeah
A:drink this water and chew the gum
C: thanks asshole
I drunk the water and chewed the gun fixed my hair and walked from behind the car
C: where's my blunt
J: miss limp smoked it
C: it's fine I got another one
I grabbed my other blunt and lit it
C: what are we waiting on
D: our moms and are U ok
C: I'm fine but don't do it again
D: it was for a tiktok
C: ok then I need Dejuane Mikey Andre and Justin for a tiktok
A: good lord what are we doin
C: ok so I need Mikey Justin and Andre standing behind me Dejuane I need you to get on one like ur preposing
D: ok..
C: Ansley hand me that ring box that's in andres car
An: here
I took my promise ring off and put it in the box
C: here Dejuane pretend this is a wedding ring
D: ok
C: and imma need u to say will you marry me
D: ok
I started the tiktok
Dejuane said what he had to say
C: no
I turned around and kissed Mikey Andre and Justin
A: PETTY
An: AS FUCK
D: asshole
Then I saw someone familiar pull up and it was Janae and she was talking shit abt how I stole Justin I killed the love of her life jb
A: go ahead beat her ass
C:not rn
This bitch had the nerve to run up and hit me
When I tell you I beat the living shit out of her and she pulled out a gun and tried to shoot me but I got mine out faster and shot her ass 2 times
C: now get the fuck up and leave
She got up grunting in pain and getting in her car while she drove away I shot out her back tire
D: are you ok
C: I'm fine
D: and I'm sorry
C: here we go
D: I'm dead ass I'm sorry if u didn't want to yk you could have told me and I would understand
C: it's fine Dejuane
D: good I got my dumb ass back
C: mhm
An: awh so cute
D: now that ur not mad at me can I do this
He kissed me and this time I kissed back
A: ok ew
D&C: shut up
J: good yall moms are here
C: shush
We left and we went to the water park and I didn't do anything I just played football with Dejuane while dj and them did non sense

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