I won't complaining either bc all the dudes we're fine asl and i knew most of them Then I heard someone call my name
D: carissa
C: dude what
D: you dumbass look at you
Justin: ahahaha you in jail
C: Justin like can you get ur dad to help me
Justin: ofc but I'm not
C: what do I have to
Justin: yk
C: Chile fine get me out of this hell box
Justin: let me go work my magic I'll b back
Justin left and I sat there talking to the fine ass inmates
D: carissa stop
C: boy what
D: what are you doin
C: talking to my friends
D: yeah ok
30 mins later Justin comes back
Justin: ok asshole you're free
C: yay
Justin: now wen am I getting yk
C: never
Justin: put her back in that damn cell
C: fuck you
We went home and I went upstairs and grabbed lively and sat she in the high chair and gave her a bottle and I sat down
Then I heard her something fall and her coughing so I went back in the kitchen and she dropped the bottle and was choking so I picked her up and made sure she was ok
D: why weren't you watching her
C: sorry
D: sorry my fucking ass you should have been watching her
C: Dejuane-
D: don't Dejuane me Your the worst mom anyone could ask for
He took lively from me and sat on the couch and I went in the kitchen trying not to cry and I started making dinner and once I was done I made plates and put the kids plates on the table then I brung everyone one else's plate and I tried to give Dejuane his but he smacked it out my hand causing it to go across the room and breaking it
D: I don't want that
C: k
I sighed and went and picked up the plate and I got all the glass and food up and threw it away
Mi: I'm back with ur pills and ik u didn't take ur medicine today
C: thank you and ik
Mi: take them
He watched take my pills then he talked to Ansley for a bit then left and I didn't eat I just started at my food then threw it away
J: why are you throwing it away
C: not hungry
J: ok
I got the kids plates and washed them
King: are you ok
Dj: she is
King: how do you know
Dj: whether mama is ok or not she isn't gonna tell us she's gonna keep a smile on her face either way
C: you're right
The kids went and talked to Dejuane and I sat there with tears in my eyes
And everyone was staring at me and I felt like I was getting hit by a bus over and over
Then ty came up to me and hugged me
Ty: I'm sorry
C: you didn't do anything
Ty: ik but if he won't apologize I will
C: I love you
Ty: I love you more Now we both needa shot
C: I don't do that no more
Ty: Dejuane look what you did
D: what
Ty: you broke my wife
C: I'm fine- WIFE?!
Ty: yeah I like you
Ac: she like you too
C: no I don't bitch why you lying
N: you had a crush on him since day one
C: ok ok I did but I'm with tia
Ty: ehh that's fine
Ac: get ready boys we taking rissa on a date
C: we haven't done that in Forever
Ac: we used to only do it wen Dejuane made u upset what did he do exactly get ready
C: wait I don't wanna go out
Ty: movie night it is
N: hell naw I'm not putting them face mask on again I fw the bonets tho
Ty: u are
N: hell no
C: I'm fine I promise
Ac: yk damn well you wanna do it
C: ok I do
Ty: let's go
A: wait I want in
J: me and you both
We all went upstairs and we picked out a movie and put on face mask and we didn't watch the movie we just vibed I had hella shots then we all ended up passing out one by one
