My chapters are getting boring give ideas in the comments
I just stared at Dejuane for the longest then I got up and went In the room and laid down just thinking about me and Dejuane
Ty: are you ok
C: all guys are the same
Ty: all girls are the same
C: true
Ty: come on let's go drink some chocolate milk
C: no I don't want chocolate milk
He picked me up and threw me over his shoulders and took me downstairs
C: no this is not gonna solve my problem I wanna go upstairs and die
Ty: just like at 4am when u couldn't sleep I sat up with u and we talked we can do that now
C: bruh no put me down
A: or we can go in the pool
C: no
Mattia: movie?
C: no
Then Justin turned on Our song
J: hey mama how do you get a red wine stain
C: out of ur favorite dress
J: black mascara off a pillow case
C: curing 1 to many headaches
J: mama can I maybe come and stay a few days this weekend and next
C: and hey how do you get a red wine stain out of ur favorite dress
J: how does he sleep at night
C: mama the nerve of this guy
J: to leave me
C: so easy
J: am I gonna b alr
C: I wanna kick my self for falling so hard
J: mama can u die from a broken Heart
C:can u ask daddy if he got time
J: to come and look at my front door
C: it got slammed last night
J: and now it don't close right
C: and promise that you won't tell him everything and keep pistol in the drawer
J: mama pls don't say
C: I'm gonna laugh abt this some day u didn't see the way he drive away
J: u remembered
C: couldn't forget
A: what was that
C: a song me and Justin used to sing
An: bye that was so cute
C: I'm going to being sad now
Ty: no
Ty gave me a cup of milk
C: I'm gonna shove this cup up ur ass
Ac: ik it fits if he had dejuanes dick in there
I damn near spit the milk out
C: PLSSSS IM WHEEZING
A: I WANNA EAT YO DICK
C: but I can't fuck up my nails
J: so imma pick it up with chopsticks
An: PLSSSSSS
C: now can I b sad
Ty: no
D: can I talk u to Rq
C: u taking to me or ur bf
D: u dumbass
C: s-sure
Me and Dejuane went outside
D: um I'm not feeling us anymore
C: ok
D: I'm sorry
C: ok
D: so we are done
C: yeah
D: just wait till I'm in the right set of mind
C: ok
D: I love you carissa
C: I love you Dejuane
I gave him a hug and he left and I walked back in the house
A: yall good
C:we straight
I sat down acting like nothing happend an playing with the kids till I put them to sleep and went to my room and me and Dejuane decided not to let the others kno abt us so I put my phones on dnd and went to sleep
