Then the kids started jumping on me
C: who picked y'all up
D: I did
C: ANDREEE
A:what's wrong
C: um-
A: Dejuane can stay
J: here you asked me to buy these
He threw pregnancy test at me
C: now is not the time for you to walk in wit test
J: you asked me to pick them up
C: ok but why give them to me now
J: oh shit oriented that didn't happen y'all
C: I hate you sometimes
An: did you take the test
C: no bruh
D: are you pregnant
C: no
J: I'm here did you take the test
C: no do you not see my baby daddy in here
Justin: I'm back did you take the test
C: NO
Justin: go pee on that fucking test
C: suck my balls
I resent to the bathroom and peed on the it then waited and I looked back at it and tears rolled down my face I went back in the room and got Under the covers and shoved my face in the pillow crying
I called damean
Da: what's wrong
C: can you come over pls
Da: sure
C: wait are with jano
Da: yeah
C: bring him too
Da: k should I b concerned
C: no
Then Kay texted me and said he was outside my window
C: yes Kay
Kay: surprise
C: what
Kay: what's wrong
C: nothing
Kay: I'm coming up
C: k
Justin: what
An: right what
Da: surprise shawtyyy
C: how- I-
Da: I brought the essentials
Ja: yeah so what's up
I pushed them into hallway and showed them the test
Da: again
C: yes I continue to ruin my life
More tears rolled down my face and jano and damean hugged me right as fuck and we walked back into the room
C: I wanna go home
Da: sameeeee
Ja: y'all can't leave me here
C: it's better for me out there but I can't go
Kay: I kinda had a whole convo with dj but what's up
C: I wanna go home
Kay: we can't
C: ok but for now imma cry and cry k
Ja: no no
C: it's not the fact I'm pregnant I had an interview for duke and now it's down the fucking Drain
Kay: ur dream school duke
C: yes my dream school but I'm still going back maybe
Kay: well we're going back together
C: Kay no
Kay: yeah we're going back tg
Da: ong we are
A: What
D: right all I heard was pregnant is it mine
C: yes it is
Kay: this going back thing
C: we doin it ?
Da: yep
Ja: I'm in idc
C: the childhood bsfs back together
Kay: yessir
C: what abt mar
Mar: mar is in nc now Visit mama
C: i miss her
Ja: me too
C: wait wait y'all remember this
I went to my closet and pulled out a famed pic of me carissa damean Kay mar and jano
Ja: wen life was fun
C: ongg
Kay: how is this gonna work with the kids
C: see this is where-
A: I come in they stay between states and ik carissa doesn't trust Dejuane with the girls so I help watch them
C: byeeee I love you sm
D: you're leaving him
C: I just need to grow ok when I got back from bora bora I was fineeeee but all started again the depression
Justin: and these
He lifted rolled up my sleeves
C: Justin you knew
Justin: always have why do you think I send you those text everyday
C: Plsssss I love you
D: why didn't you tell me
C: you wouldn't care
Mi: anyways hi hello yeah carissa take ur medicine and eat
C: you tell me that everyday over text so why are u here
Mi: came to pick up 4 bad asses
C: they should b in the playroom Also thank you
Mi: yw
C: thank you Justin and thank you Dre
A: anytime
Justin: yw
D: plssss neither one of them did anything
C: Dejuane uh made makes sure ur kids are fed when I mentally and physically can't Mikey makes sure I take my medicine so I don't kill my self and Justin does the same to keep a smile on my face I forgot to throw Ansley in there she's does everything
D: carissa I'm sorry
C: it's fine
Dejuane hugged me right asf and relief came off my shoulders
Mattia: what I miss
An&C: TIA
I jumped in his Arms
C: aren't you suppose to b modeling
Mattia: yeah not my thing anymore I'm here in atl and here to stay
An: ur bf is back
C: and isssss uh tia I'm pregnant
Mattia: it's Dejuanes?
C: yeah
Mattia: damnnnnn that makes 7 right
C: I think
An: k let's do some crackhead shit
Da: so u needed me for nothing
An: kinda tia is back so I'm happy Kinda
Ja: we will see u later
C: k love y'all
Ja: love y'all too
C: y'all tryna go to rosewell
An: fasho
I changed into shorts and a tube top
And walked out
D: slut
C: hold on i forgot my phone
I went back in the bathroom and changed into a hoodie and sweats and grabbed my phone and walked out
A: you didn't seriously change
C: I did but I gotta go
We left and we went to Roswell and we filmed tiktoks in the street and got food then we went to Alpharettas tennis court and did bull shit
C: stiff
An: I'm not stiff
C: then why isn't ur ass moving
Mattia: no she just doesn't have ass
Then I seen a familiar car and I peeped it was Janae momma car And we walked to rosewell then back to Alpharetta and the house was like 30 mins away and I was fucked
An: who dat
C: don't worry about just run
I ran and ran and Ansley fell and hurt her self
C: fat ass
An: help
C: bitch if get shot it's on u
I picked her up and ran and ran I was out of breath had dirt all on me I fucked up my shoes but we got back home and I carried Ansley upstairs to my room
C: you couldn't walk up the stairs
An: no bc I was forced the run and I fell
C: I was getting chased
Mattia: she's here
C: fuck
I grabbed my strap and shot out her back tires and her windows
C: where's are the kids
D: outside
C: Andre
A: I got em
10 mins later the police pull up
C: damnnnn
A: you fucked up
C: ight y'all lemme go to jail
I walked downstairs and opened the door and the put hand cuffs on em and took me away
And I couldn't go to court for my bail for 3 months so Ik I was fucked ...
