°•~Johnny depp imagines~•°

grindelwald ~

This night be sad, warning, suicide/suicidal thoughts. If you don't like this or get affected by it in anyway please don't read this. enjoy-

I stood on the edge of the cliff, breathing in the salty sea air and watching the waves down bellow me, watching the waves that were a mile away that were honestly so small from up here. I watched them longingly.
"(y/n) vait!! Please don't do this"
You ignored him, thinking about how he had hurt you. He told you he loved you, then he refused your love as he still missed albus. You didn't want to be teased anymore. Besides, you felt big no one wanted you here. Nobody liked you. Everyone avoided you and cast glared at you. You spoke too much and in your opinion you were quite ugly. Nobody wanted you. You were just a waste of space.

You couldn't control it anymore, the tears spilled freely down your pale cheeks. You hadn't got much sleep for the past few weeks, you sat up all night every night thinking about gellert, and of how he told you he loved you. But the past week was a different story, you often stayed up staring at the wooden clock that hung simply on the wall, listening to its ticking. You'd think of how gellert didn't want you. How he let go of you so simply. As if you were a piece of paper getting blown away by the breeze, paper couldn't cause pollution. It'd just dissolve. So there was really no use for it if you weren't going to write or draw on it. Like how you were no use unless people wanted to beat you down, take out their emotions on you or ask you for something.

"Why."
You felt gellert stop just inches behind you.
"Why?!" You said again, turning to look at him. You expected to see his eyes dull or amused. But instead you saw tears pouring down his white cheeks, bags under his eyes and blood drooling down his forehead. He must have tripped over his ridiculously long coat while he was chasing you. His eyes were full of sadness and worry, black and white, so different yet so similar. You felt yourself getting lost in them, you mentally slapped yourself to snap out of it. He ran his hand through his perfectly messy platinum blonde hair as he spoke.
"I'm so sorry..sorry, please, love, don't leave me like albus did!! I shouldn't have refused your feelings, I feel the same. I love you vith all my heart, really I do-"
"Oh albus albus albus. all you ever talk about. And yeah sure you "love" me. A waste of space like me. "
"That's not true! You are my everything."
" Everything huh. Explains everything you've done to me in the last 2 weeks. What happened to us? We loved each other so much. You ruined it. No I ruined it. yes. I ruined it by being here, by being alive! " I felt something snap in me, I felt ecstatic while I felt amazingly depressed. My sad (y/e/c) eyes opened wide, my pink lips twisted into a terrifyingly fake smile. "Just leave me alone gellert! Please! I need to do this. It hurts. I cannot take it any longer!!"

He reached for me but I dodged,
"Please.."
"I love you"
My world was tilting, I fell backwards, twirling upside down and then back upright, the wind whipped at my cheeks. I started to laugh outloud as I enjoyed the fall. I felt two large arms wrap around my waist and I saw a black coat dragging down with me. I gasped and turned my head, I saw gellert, his head buried in the crook of my neck. He was crying. I almost forgot we were still falling and in that moment I realised what a mistake I had made. He loved me. I was just impatient. I should have known he was still getting over albus. God I'm stupid. And here we are now, just like Romeo and juliet. falling to our deaths. I wrapped my arms around him as we hit the waves.

Grindelwalds pov.

I watched at my love proceeded to cry. I love her so much. God I'm so stupid, I should have told her sooner and now because of me she's dying. Mentally and soon it might be physically. I wiped a stream of tears from my face but they were soon replaced by fresh ones. I reached my hand out to her but she avoided me.
"Please" I begged her.
"I love you"
I thought those would be the last words I heard from her. She was, not long after, pushing herself backwards, without thinking I leaped off after her, everything I had worked for was gone. She was laughing, it was an insane laugh. I felt tears wrap around my throat mixed with the air, I couldn't breathe. It felt as if I was being strangled by the wind, my tears, and my love. I loved her so much. I made myself fall faster. I reached her and wrapped my arms around her waist. I felt her hesistate. I buried my head deep in the crook of her neck and sobbed like a child. I felt her look at me, my coat was fluttering like a dying bird above us. "I love you" I breathed. I don't think she heard it but I said it anyway, I needed her to know. I looked up at her face, her beautiful face was worried and confused. She looked as if she had a sudden epiphany. She started crying again and wrapped her arms around me too as we hit the booming waves.

Silence
so much silence
Why is it silent

Noise
There's waves crashing
They're loud
I hear them
I open my eyes and feel them sting
Water in my eyes
Salt water
I look around
There's crimson coating the rock I've landed on, I look at my leg and see it is twisted and bent. I look to my right and see the love of my life with a puddle of blood around her head.
Magic.
I reach into my pocket and pull out my wand. It's taken no damage.
Strange.
Muttering a spell I point the wand at her head. The blood reverses back into her head as the gash heals itself. I point the wand at my leg and mutter a different spell.
My leg isn't twisted anymore.
I half smile then remember what just happened.
I pull (y/n) into my lap and cradle her. I stroke her hair and then I kiss her on the lips softly.
It shocked me as I didn't expect it, she kissed me back. I feel her hand caress my cheek.
I pulled away and her eyes slowly fluttered open.
They were red and puffy from the amount of crying she had just done and possibly from sea water finding its way in.
She smiled weakly before passing out again. I apparated us to safety, warmth.

She's safe.
Most importantly, she is mine.

A/N
Helloooo! I'm fascinated with grindelwald at the moment so I had to-
Let me know if it's good, I haven't wrote anything like this before and it's pretty late so I'm half asleep ;-;
Sorry if any of this offended anyone it's not intended ':)
Kisses to you!!!
Fairfarren and thank you so so much for reading, it means A lot to me! <3