Falling for Him [ Shawn Mendes ]

Questions and Confessions

Nash gave me the 'We have to talk' signal, he knew something was up

Now I'm screwed! How am I supposed to explain what happened, should I even tell him at all

"Thanks Matt, they are beautiful" I opened the box

"Your welcome, Oh and by the way, Carter and I got a house together so I'll be living there" He smiled

"That's awesome" I jumped on him, as his wrapped his long arounds around my waist

In the corner of my eye, I could see the others talking and Shawn glaring

***

"Talk, now don't lie to me or I'll just ask Shawn" He ordered me. Nash dragged me into his room forcing me to tell him what my ish was I need Matt, he could help me out with this. Right?

"Ask Matt he'll tell you" I pointed at the door he was blocking

"Okay I will" He sounded hesitant. Matt told Nash everything, about the fake dating and making Shawn jealous, Now it was my turn to explain what happened with Shawn

"Okay I'll tell you" I breathed

I rambled on for about ten minutes about what happened

My heart rate started to speed up. I could still feel his hands burning on my skin, and his soft pink lips. "She's practically glowing" Nash started to laugh his ass off along with Matt

"Shut up" I mutter while glaring and crossing my hands over my chest

"What else did he do to you" Matt kept pushing, I am not planning on telling them the rest, and I prefer to keep it that way. All I told them about was the kiss and me kissing him back

"Did you guys do it on the couch" Nash tried to hold in his laughter

I suddenly started choking on my spit, did they really think I was that easy

Bitch gotta get me food before you try and get this I joked to myself

"No I didn't, No we didn't" I coughed repeatedly

"Then what's on your neck" Matt smirked

"He gave me a hickey" I rolled my eyes while brushing

"Where else" They both shouted in shock, I am not going to show them where its too dirty

"My neck and another place" I must have been a tomato at the time

"Where, I am not afraid to check you" Matt threaten

My eyes widened to the size of melons

"Okay then" I was shocked at his outburst, I lowered my shirt down to the top of my boob

"Lordy our baby is growing up" Nash fake cried

"I'm not a baby" I glared covering it up again "But what do I do about Laura"

He has a girlfriend, that means I'm a mistress or a slut bag

"Shit I forgot about her" Matt cursed

"Yeah" I rolled my eyes "She's going to tell"

Yup, that means she's going to tell everyone my secret

***

Once again I was sitting on the couch but this time I was nervous Laura came to visit me yesterday about the kiss thing and could tell everyone

So now I am scared, I could either lose all my friends or even worse be bullied or judged, Everyone had went to get lunch and they'd be back any minute now. "Hey Sammie from Miami" Cameron entered the house along with the others

"Hey guys I have a fun story to tell you guys" Laura grinned,Everybody sat down in the living room Emily sat down next to me and so did Matt

"There's something you don't know about our beloved precious Samantha" She smiled like the devil its self

Soon everyone in the very room turned to see and raised a brown then looked back at the witch. Tears started forming in my eyes. "Samantha had sex with her beloved teacher, and still claims to be a virgin" She smirked as if she won something

"What the fuck Laura, you don't even know me or what happened" I growled at her, Cameron had a irritated angry look on his face towards Laura

"Oh yeah, then why don't you tell us" She narrowed her eyes

Tears started spilling out the corner of my eyes "How dare you even try and say that about Sam, I know what happened to her that's her personal fucking business not yours, I should've stabbed you when I got the chance" Emily screamed with rage in her eyes, she then started hugging me

"Its okay Sammy you can tell us" Cameron assured me, I felt like everyone was looking at me with disgust in their eyes

"Okay I was raped" I screamed "I was raped by my own teacher, I thought I could finally be normal but no I have to fucking live with the fact that I was raped, nobody believed me you know how hard that is trying to tell someone and they don't believe you, everything was finally getting piece back together until all of this shit happened" I started to cry

I could see Laura looking guilty, Cameron, Nash, Emily crying while Shawn looked raving pissed and had tears all over his face. Letting the sobs come out, Emily holds me and starts to stroke my hair "Its okay baby" She cries into my hair kissing my head, I can't believe another human being could do that to someone

Shawn came over to me, making Emily release me, He quickly hugs me in a tight hold while I sob into his chest. His lips kissed the top of my head, Shawn lifted me up bridal style and started walking into my room

While leaving I hear screams and cries "It's okay Sam" Shawn places me on the bed and holds me

"I will never be normal, he ruined my life" I cried into his flannel

"He might have ruined you or tried to, but you got back up I never knew" He started to cry

Shawn starts to sing Life of the party to try and calm me down

My sobs turned into cries then cries turned into whimpers, I closed my eyes and just went to sleep