Falling for Him [ Shawn Mendes ]

Fifty Shades Of Mendes?

February 14

Shawn is supposed to be going on tour soon, which means we will have a long distance relationship

Is that good or bad?

I've heard people couldn't hold up a long distance relationship, alot of times. What if Shawn doesn't want that, or what if he finds someone ten times better than me. Well he's been really romantic this week for some reason? Is he planning on doing something for Valentine's day! I hope he is because I got nothing. Little too much, came out a few days ago it was perfect like all of his songs

Emily, Nash, Jack, another Emily, Shawn and I went to go see the movie 50 Shades of Grey. Obviously the movie was dirty but, half the time I would wonder if Shawn would ever do that to me, not saying he should but it would be a slight turn on. Now we were in the car chatting about the movie

"That was a weird yet sensual movie" I laughed

"Nash would you ever do that to me" Emily  asked her lover, with a odd face

"Only if you want me to" I fake gagged at his comment

"Hey don't act like you and Shawn wouldn't do it, Shawn would you do 50 Shades to her" Emily pointed to me

A suppressing chuckle came from him "If Sammy wants that relationship, I would definitely give it to her" He kept his eyes on the road but looked at me every few minutes

Jack started to laugh his ass off at his comment "Damn Sam, you guys better keep things safe and sound" causing me to blush and everyone to laugh at me

Silently glaring at Shawn, I feel an uprising feeling inside me

And let me tell you, it isn't anger or happiness

***

Our days were getting shorter by the minute, soon Shawn would have to go and I'd be alone "I'm going to miss you" I cuddled into his soft warm body sitting on his lap

"I'm gonna miss sleeping next to you" He whispered in my ear "I'm also gonna miss seeing you walk around in your sexy boyshorts" We were home alone, everyone had something to do, but we are the the awesome weird people who don't

"Did you see what Cameron posted a few days ago" My eyes stay glued to my phone and he looks at his too

"No? Why" He swipes through his phone "Aw, I like it"

"I look weird" I scanned the picture It was a picture, never before seen, until now, obviously Shawn and I were in it but it was odd, I never remembered me and Shawn hugging each other, unless it was now .Shawn's arms were around me and my lips were pulled into a smile I think its beautiful, but my hair looks black

"No you don't you look adorable" His lip brushed over my ear "You know, nobody is home and we could play around maybe" I felt his hands run up my thighs

"I-um" I stuttered, he started to leave soft light kisses up my neck, "No stop that, I- I am going to get myself something to eat" launching myself off his lap and set my direction towards the kitchen

Pretty much, I was in a bad moment what I am wearing is short or see through. My eyes start to wonder what's inside the modern steel frigid

Bacon, eggs, tomatoes eww, lemons, ham, yogurt, and some pretty yummy shit

"Shawn what do you want to eat" I yell thinking he's still on his phone

I heard him mutter something involving 'ass action', "Can we have Chicken Alfredo" He yells back

Chicken Alfredo, haven't made that in a while

Strange thing we do, we are like a big family so we have a dinning table that fits all of us and talk about our day or random stuff "Okay, can you text the others so they don't buy anything then" I bring out the recipe for Chicken Alfredo