Falling for Him [ Shawn Mendes ]

Unbelievable

I tried to open my eyes but they felt too heavy for me to even lift "Why were you even talking to her, Can't you see you've hurt her enough" I heard a voice yell

I lazily open my eyes to see myself inside a hospital bed, What am I doing here? "Listen to me, I care about her" I hear another person yell

"Then why are you dating someone else" The person growled angrily I take a minute to look around, I spot about 3 people sitting around me

Matt, Nash and Emily, Now that I think about it? What happened am I dead or something. Let's hope so...

Suddenly I hear the door start to open, revealing Cameron "Hey Samantha, You okay" Cam walked over to me holding my hand Cameron was still in his tux but his tie was messed up

"Yeah I'm fine, what happened" I run my hand through my tangled hair

"You passed out during the premiere" Cameron had a tear roll down his face "Did you take your anxiety pills today?" I passed out?!

"No, I didn't think I would need them" I roll my eyes and he frowns "Sorry"

"Stop saying sorry, jeez Canadians always apologize even though it was their fault"

Then it all comes crashing in at once, Shawn, Him taking me into a closet, Laura

"Is he here" I lick my chapped lips eagerly, a tint of anger laced around my head

"Yeah he is, he says he's not leaving until he see's if you're okay" He looks down at the ground

I cannot freaking believe he wants to even know I'm okay like seriously, can't he see that I am done with him

"Are you fucking kidding me" I cried out in anger while holding my temple

"No I'm not fucking you or kidding you" He chuckled

I rolled my eyes "Okay let him come in" I groaned in frustration, Might as well try and get rid of him

"What why" Cam nearly yelled making Emily curl up into Nash more

"Just let him in I want to get this over with" I ran a hand through my hair

You don't just want to get this over with? You miss him My brain thought

It was true, I do miss him. I miss how we used to joke around, how we'd do the funniest interviews, I missed his touch "Okay" Cam walked out the door. Then Shawn came walking in, still in his dark blue tux

"Hey" He walks over to me awkwardly

"What do you want from me" I asked him rudely.

I honestly do want to know what he wanted from me, as much I as miss him I am just broken too broken to deal with him right now "I wanted to see you and know that you were okay" He sat at the edge of my bed holding my hand gently.

"Well I'm okay, you can go now" I looked away over at a window.

"What is this" Shawn took my arm. I quickly pulled my arm back

"Stop" I croaked.

How dare he even touch me, when I told him to stay away from me

**Flash back**

"Honey someone is at the door for you" My mom came into my room with a soft smile

"Oh, okay I'll be down in a second" I say putting down my notebook and getting up from my bed. She leaves my room and goes back into the bathroom to continue cleaning