~Chapter 1~

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~Triggers~
(Don't worry I won't say crap like only stay here if you have good mental help, because I know only those a little messed up in the head would stay but, just but if you've suffered from triggers before I recommend you take a raincheck)

Funny how things turn out, huh? One minute I was coming out to my so called 'parents' and another minute i was on the floor beaten half to death. Guess I should have kept my mouth shut up, but what can I say I'm a disgrace, a mistake, a disappointment, a failed miscarriage, anything you can call someone that shouldn't have been born

(Just so you don't get confused in that last bit that when he was getting out of the hospital yup he stayed in the hospital for 2 months)

- 2 months ago -

What should I have done? Why didn't I stop him? I'm disgusting.

My best friend the one and only person I thought could help me escape from the hell I called life betrayed me . Wanna know what happened? Wanna know how I got betrayed? It's quiet simple... He raped me.

I'm now sitting on the bathroom floor with cum and blood dripping out my ass "Fuck... This is all you fucking fault" Aaron my 'best friend' says with a horried look while running his hand through his hair "You turned me gay... Fucking hell!!" He says punching the wall making me flinch.

"Stay away from me from now one, but beware cause' if i see you in school you better run cause' i will make sure to leave with brusies and scars" He practically shouted at me as he walks out running away.

I laugh a little as tears pool up in my face. I grip on hair digging in my scalp  trying to push away the tears. "It's my fault?.." I say with a questioning tone as I laugh again "Guess I lost that card".

I get up and stumble into the shower turning on the water to hot. As it runs down my back along with the cum and blood. It oozes out of me making me shudder a bit as I clean it up. I wash my body with some expensive ass body wash that i had. Perks of having rich family even the basement is big and clean. I wash my hair too before drying up.

I look in mirror as my wet brown hair hung a little past my azure blue eyes. I  fun a hand through my hair before wearing clothes don't really know what I wore.

"Didn't I warn you not to be late to come downstairs" My fathers voice booms through the house filled with hatred, resentment, disgust and word thats similare to hate.

"Sorry Da- sir" I wasn't allowed to call them Mom or Dad or Brother or Sister. Its either Sir or Ma'am even for my siblings P.S they hate me too. He is sitting on couch as he get up a grab me roughly by the collar and slams me to the ground.

"I must have heard wrong cause I thought you were about to call me 'Dad" He say looking at me. "No sir" you can practically hear my irritated attitude "Abomination" he says before walking off to the kitchen.

I get get up them ground as I dust off any dust on me the peaches colored scars on my palm showing. I grab my bag and head through the front door I'm not allowed to eat breakfast but to be honest they can shove him it all up their fucking asses. Hunger isn't an option if I'm going throw it all up anyways and plus it kinda hurts so no thanks.

I reach the school well obviously this is another hell 'Fuck whoever created school' I groan. Immediately like immediately when I step one foot into the school I get scowls, death stare and glare, disgusted looks. I sigh as I continue walking it's like they have some fucking radar on my them signally that I'm here or something.

I was yanked by hair and thrown against the wall.  I arch my back up as pain shot through my back. "If its is our little Eden" my bully Jackson says as his 2 friends stand with him with sadistic smirks on their faces "Oh if it isn't bitch, butcher, bitchest, wonder which one you are ?" I saw pretending to think as I perk up "I know B.I.T.C.H.E.S.T " I say pronouncing it out for him as his fist came flying down to my face.

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