I think I like her.

Chapter 19

A/N
Hi, just a quick returning chapter :) new chapter Friday/Saturday:)
Kara POV•
Alex smirks at Lena "depends on the day" Alex laughs, Lena lifts her eyebrow, "so thank you Alex, it's much appreciated, I am going to be telling Lena that thing now, so you can go" Alex looked at me shocked but nods her approval, she must trust my judgment of At least understand how hard it would be for me to be kinda with Lena and be lying so much. "What thing? One of the reasons you said you couldn't be with me?" Lena asks looking at me "bye have a good evening, kara call if you need me" I nod looking at Lena pulling her to the sofa as Alex leaves banging my door honestly you'd think she was the one with super strength the way she slams doors. " so I didn't quite know how to tell you this and I think now is the right time and I don't know how you are going to take it butI just have to say it, you may hate me after but please no I did it to keep you safe and I want to tell you now before we get closer to anything serious because I Don't want to lie to you." I took a deep breath in a looked at her "Kara you are freaking me out" lena says as I pick up her hand "im super girl." lena let's go of my hand immediately and just keeps her eyes focused on the wall, tears springing to her eyes starting to spill onto her cheeks "Why are you only telling me now? After last night, you had plenty of time to tell me... you was gentle?" tears fill her eyes, I try to take her hand "please don't touch me" my eyes fill with tears. "Hear me out please" I am so panicked. Lena gets up, I follow fast I don't know what to do
"No, no kara I can't do this I'm sick of people around me lying and misleading and not trusting me I am a bloody good person." Lena walks towards the door. "Lena, please, I didn't want you to get hurt, honestly. I wouldn't have told you if I didn't think that you weren't a good person. I told you because I trust you I didn't want anything bad to happen to you as you are in danger already due to your family but I am here I want to be more than friends with you I like you so much lena Im telling you know because I'm ready, this is hard for me. This exposes me and makes me vulnerable but I trust you and I want us to have some kind of relationship with understanding and trust so I had to tell you know" I rush out, " why not yesterday" Is all she said, I can't help but step back and look at her in confusion like what is she trying to say here, " would me being supergirl changed last night?" I whimper out a tear rolling down my cheeks, Lena Is quiet and looked in deep thought but if she has to think about it that means last night wouldn't have happened if she knew. "So im going to take that as a no, the spare room is set, you can stay in there the night as it's to late to go home, I don't think we will work after all" I whisper out with tears pouring down my checks "kara I didn't mean..." I turn and sad smile " too good to be true I guess" she grabs my arm " I didn't mean it like that kara" she says I shrug her off "your right I should have told you, but to be honest I knew it would be an issue but I didn't think you'd retract abd regret what we've been through and from that I'm hurt as yiube git the right to be hurt too but you didn't have to make me regret my first time, that's wrong your not stupid you wanted me to feel hurt" I huff out tears pouring down my face. We just stood there in silence looking at each other taking everything in.