I Am Secretly Married To My Heartless Husband

Chapter 25

Xander's POV

"Xander,  please samahan mo na ako. "

Iritable akong tumingin kay Kloeh na ngayon ay nasa tabi ko at iniistorbo ako sa aking trabaho.

"aren't you see what am i doing? I'm busy signing this fvcking papers." inis na tugon ko dito.

"sasamahan mo lang naman akong magpacheck-up eh. Tsaka,  aren't you concerned about OUR BABY'S health. ?!" inis ding aniya at diniinan pa ang katagang 'our baby'.

napabuntong hininga na lamang ako at napatitig sa kaniya. This past few days,  i am easily got irritated in just simple things. I dont know what is happening to me but it feels like, i am living without any colors that'll  make me alive. My life became dull when my wife left me behind. I diverted my attention at my companies,  office works and bar hoping, just to make my self busy and forget about her but damn! Its hard!  So fvcking hard! Ni hindi na nga akong umuuwi ng bahay because every corner of it,  i see her. I see her smiles,  her beauty and everything. I can't still believe that she'snow far away from me.

"Xander? Hey Xander! "  I'd been back in my reverie when kloeh snap me.

"what? " i coldly said. Napabuntong hininga ito tsaka padarag na umalis sa tabi ko at akmang aalis na ito.

"where are you going?" nakataas ang kilay kong tanong dito. She stop walking and face me with her irritating face.

"magpapacheck up ako... .ng mag isa. " aniya at tumalikod na.  Napailing na lamang ako at agad na isinara ang laptop at inayos ang mga papeles sa mesa at agad siyang sinundan. I want to secure my baby in her womb. Even though she's not what i want to be my baby's mother.

"wait.  Im coming. " usal ko at sinabayan siya sa paglakad. Nagkibit balikat lang ito at nagpatiuna ng maglakad.

I'd be more happier if Beatrix is having our own baby and had a check up. I will accompany her even my busy days. But sadly,  she won't. She didn't gave me a baby. I never impregnated her. I always hava make love with her, para lang mabuntis siya pero wala. I wish i have a baby with her.  Sana lang nabuntis ko siya and if it is happen i will win her back no matter what.

Napakunot at napailing ako sa iniisip ko.. What the fvck am i thinking! Tsk.

"Xander! " malakas na sigaw ni kloeh dahilan upang mapatingin ako sa kaniya. Magkasalubong ang kilay nito tanda na naiinis.

"what? "

"you know what..  Mas mabuting wag ka na lang sumama kung ang isip mo ay naglalayag sa pesteng babaeng iyon!" inis na aniya.

Napakuyom ang kamao ko sa sinabi niya.

"what did you say?" walang emosyon kong tanong.

" don't  come with me if your fvcking mind are thinking that woman!  You're insulting yet hurting my damn feelings! " inis na aniya at nagpatiuna ng maglakad.

Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkuyom ng aking kamao.
I'm holding my temper.  She's carrying my soon to be child.  So i need to calm my self as long as i can handle it.

Napabuntong hininga na lamang ako at agad siyang sinundan.

After more than a half hours,  nakarating na din dami sa hospital.  Napatingin ako sa kaniya ng may kinuha siya sa phone at may tinawagan.

"Morning. Yes,  its me, Kloeh Bernal. Where are you?  Oh, i see... Yeah paakyat na kami diyan... Ok. " napakunot ang noo ko ng mapansin ang hindi pormal na pagkausap ni kloeh sa nasabi nitong doctor subalit napakibit balikat na lamang ako  sa isiping,  marahil ay kaibigan o kakilala nito ang kausap na doctor.