Outer Banks Imagines

JJ-Broken

this is based off of 13 reasons why season 4 episode 10 "graduation"

already gone by sleeping at last and train wreck by James Arthur  is recommended  to listen to while reading.

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Tonight was prom you were ecstatic it was going to be perfect, you were going with JJ .You had on your red dress with a slit down the thigh and your black heals.

Once you got there JJ was waiting outside with john b in a tux nervously pacing around

Once he saw you walking towards him his eyes brightened and he smiled brightly

i wrapped my arms around his neck while his went around my waist. you kissed him passionately before he said "you look gorgeous" .

"thank you baby, you look amazing, were did you get the tux?" you asked

"JB let me barrow it" he said pointing to john b who was talking to sarah

"yoo guys lets go in there and dance" John b said enthusiastically

"okie dokie" you said

The night we met played on the speakers as people started slow dancing

"may i have this dance m'lady?"he asked in a horrible English accent

"how could i say no" you said back with an equally as bad accent 

We danced for around 2 minutes before he suddenly started getting dissy and walking backwards 

"he baby are u ok?" you asked with worry eyes

"yah im ok princess" he said before passing out on the floor

you immediately went over to him and said "SOMEONE CALL FOR HELP!!" 

"oh my god Y/N what happened" john b asked

"i don't know we were dancing and then he suddenly just collapsed" you  said while you cried 

The ambulance took him to the nearest hospital while you, john b, Sarah, pope, and kie waited in the waiting room.

You had been waiting for 5 hours until the docter came out "family for JJ maybank" he said

We all stood up abruptly walking over to the doctor 

"Hi I'm Y/N L/N, is he ok?" you said. The docter looked at all of you with a look of guilt before saying " JJ has acquired immune deficiency syndrome, better known as AIDS."

Once you heard those words come out of his mouth your heart absolutely shattered, that's when pope said "cant AIDS be treated?" 

Some hope came back to me in that moment but was quickly dulled when the doctor said, "it is to late in the process, there is nothing we can do to stop it"

That's when you realized that you were gonna lose the love of your  life and there was nothing you could do about it.

"He has a couple days before the virus completely takes over his system" The doctor said sadly

you,Kie, John B, Pope, and sarah  were now bawling when the docter said"He should be waking up soon you may go see him"

We all nodded while you went in first. He was on a ventilator and looked horrible. When you saw  him you  immediately started crying (A/n:if you have watched 13rw this is the part when Jessica goes to see Justin in the hospital )

"hey baby" you said to him even though he cant hear you cause he is not awake yet

"i hear what people say about people being able to hear someone when there unconscious, so i just wanted to talk to you. I will obviously talk to you when you wake up but i just want it to be one sided for now so here goes" you said, you were trying your best to not cry before talking to him