A/N: I usually don't do author notes until the end but i wanted to say, Insecurities are very normal they are what society pushes us to hate, stretchmark's, acne, hair, big feet,ecs.I am so sorry if this imagine triggers these insecurities in any way, you do not need to read if you do not want but let me say that EVERYONE is built differently. I am 5'2 with size 10 feet , i have strech marks, acne, and big ass feet. But if someone has the balls to say something disgusting to your face then you can feel bad but if someone says something distgusting online pls dont let it get to you, they are just a bunch of pussies that are WAY to afraid to say it to your face (Johnny Lawrence reference). You are gorgeous, smart, amazing, and i promise that if someone tells you any differently i will personally beat the shit out of them. Anyways here's the story;
Everyone has insecurities right? I always thought i was to hairy, to short, to heavy. The stupid thing was, i had suffered from a eating disorder for most of my life until i met the pogues well more specifically, John B. He would always make me feel comfortable in my skin.
Today John B was acting really distant, nobody knew what was wrong. Whenever anyone said anything he would just snap and say something rude.
"hey baby can we talk" i asked him softly. He huffed before standing up and walking into the chateau
"what's wrong, did i do something?" i asked
"OH MY GOD" he screamed
"Not everything is about you, just because you feel like worthless garbage doesn't mean that everything revolves around you, stop being such a idiot and start thinking about people that are not yourself!!" he screamed at the top of his lungs. I was furious, i am not a big crier and i was definitely not going to cry about this.
"How could you even say that!! You know what i have gone through in my past and you have the nerve to say that to me!! Just becuase something is going on with you does not mean you can take it out on me. I will NOT be spoken to like that, Once you get your head out of your ass we can talk but until then. WE.ARE.DONE" I screamed. I immediately stormed out of the chateau and to my house a couple minutes away on the cut.
I walked into my house, all i wanted to do was watch some Netflix and order some pizza.I ordered the pizza and turned on cobra kai. While i was watching my phone went off,
From Kie 💕😘🤞- Hey babes i heard what went down with you and JB. Are you ok?
To Kie 💕😘🤞- Yah i am just chillin, what are you guys up to
From Kie 💕😘🤞- Not much we are just fishing, John B knows he fucked up and is pacing in the living room.
To Kie 💕😘🤞- if you wanna you can come over
From Kie 💕😘🤞- on my way baby cakes
Minutes later Kie was at my door "hey sweets" she said
"hey kie, i ordered some pizza so they will be here soon" i said
"ooh yay pizza sounds balm" she said. We both giggled before going over to the couch and watching some cobra kai.
Sooner or later the pizza came, I honestly was so glad kie came over, she is honestly my ride or die. We spent the rest of the night giggling and simping over Hawk and Robbie. We eventually fell asleep on the couch.
"good morning" kie said as we both groggily woke up
"morning" i said while streching
"thank you for coming over last night" i said
"of course, thank you for having me" she said with a smile.
We both took seperate showers and made our way to the wreck. We both had work today so decided it was best to leave together.
*Time skip to the end of there work shifts*
I had been working for around 5 hours and was exhausted to say the least. Kiara had told me earlier that the boys were coming so i would have to see John B. I had decided earlier that i was just going to ignore him.
"hey girlies" i heard jj say as he walked into the restraunt with pope and john b. I was cleaning the tables while kie was in the kitchen.
I soon realized i was going to have to take there orders so i walked up to there table and said in my best country accent, "howdy folks what can i get for ya"
Pope chuckled before saying," nice accent"
"thank you" i said while laughing
"wel-"
"can we talk?" John b said
"um sure" i said
we both walked outside of the wreck. luckily no one was outside since it was pretty late.
"look, i am so sorry for everything i said, you are not self centered or an idiot. I was just missing my dad and i took it out on you, i know that's no excuse but can you please give me another chance?" he said with a look of guilt on his face
"what you said was really fucked up, you know i am insecure about myself and yet you still said things to make me feel worse. It will take time for me to forgive you but i will give u another chance" i said. he immedietly kissed me and picked me up to spin me around
He smiled and looked back to see the pogues cheering (like the GIF)
i knew it would take me time but i could never stay mad at him, we all have our insecurities. He may have made a mistake but everyone deserves a second chance.
(A/N: I am going to be adding GIFS to all the imagines :)
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Outer Banks Imagines
Romancejust some imagines of my favorite obx hotties, will include: -JJ Maybank -john booker Routledge -pope Heyward -Rafe Cameron -topper Thornton requests✔ I do not own outer banks all rights go to the creators!!!! Pls do not take my work without asking...
