Y/N'S POV
How do you describe love?
I could site all the words that relate to it but it still wouldn't feel right. Is there even a perfect word for it? I guess I now understand when they say that love is mysterious.
My feelings for Jaehyun never left. It was always there.
How could a broken heart still beats for the person who broke it?
I sat by the window with a coffee in my hand. It was Sunday and I didn't have anything planned. My mind seems to think about him a lot lately no matter how much I keep myself busy.
I hear a knock on the door.
I got up and placed my cup on the kitchen counter before going to the door.
I peeked through the peephole to see who it was but it was blocked by a bouquet of flowers.
I opened the door to see it was Jaehyun.
"Flowers for you." That was the first thing he said.
I was still in my pajamas and was barely awake. It didn't even cross my mind that I looked like a mess that time.
He handed me the bouquet.
I gladly accepted it and smelled them.
"They're so beautiful!" I said with satisfaction.
"You're much more prettier." He flirted.
He was smiling at me like he was in love and I didn't like it one bit.
He knows.
He knows I couldn't resist that precious smile of his.
I invited him in.
I went to the kitchen to find a vase for my flowers. As I was getting ready to put it in the vase, I noticed that there was a card attached to it. I gently grabbed it and read what it says.
"Do you want to come to our concert and watch me perform?"
Before I could say anything, Jaehyun stood in front of me.
"So?" He says.
I have never watched him live. I always avoided the public when it comes to Jaehyun because I feel like I would hurt his career if his fans would find out that he was in a relationship with me. In our relationship, I only supported him quietly and privately. Him inviting me to his concert is new to me and to be honest, it's scaring me.
I looked at him with concern in my eyes.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Of course, I'm sure." He smiled as he took the card and held my hand.
"I want you there." He added.
He locked his eyes into mine.
"I don't want to be a burden." I explained.
He laughed like I was telling him a joke.
"Ya, why are you laughing?!" I raised my voice sounding a little bit annoyed.
He cleared his throat and cupped my face with his warm hands.
"You will never be a burden." He whispered.
At this point, I was feeling overwhelmed. He sounded so sexy that I wanted to pull him close and kiss him.
I really, really, really hate him.
How could he be so sweet as if he didn't break my heart?
I want to punch that gorgeous face of his.
I slapped his hand away and turned to the flowers and put them in the vase.
"That hurts!" He said while making a puppy face.
"Oh, you're fine." I rolled my eyes.
"Will you come?" He asked once again.
"Hmmm... Maybe." I teased.
"Please?" He said cutely.
When did he become an expert of aegyo?
"Can I bring some friends?" I asked.
"Sure, as long as you're there." He answered.
We were chilling by the living room drinking coffee. I admire him but at the same time I really wanna punch him.
Jaehyun inviting me to their concert is really making me nervous. What does he mean by as long as I am there? Does he want me back?
"Why are you staring at me like that?" He wondered.
"Like what?"
"Like you're plotting my murder." He said jokingly.
"Because I am." I said in a serious manner.
"You can't kill me." He smirked.
"And why not?"
"Because you love me."
That shocked me. I froze and struggled to find the words to say.
Damn you, Jaehyun.
"What?!"
He chucked.
This bitch istg.
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Hi readers! How are you? Did you enjoy reading this story?
I'm gonna be setting up a schedule for my chapter updates.
Two chapters will be posted weekly :)
I originally wanted to post every single day and finish the story asap so I can start on another pov on Tiktok but since I am in the middle of doing my thesis, I have to prioritize that first.
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