Counting Stars

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"What do you want for christmas" I whine, getting tired of pestering zach to answer me.

"Nothing" he states, for about the hundredth million time now.

"You Have to want somthing, come on zach" I groan.

"Would you give up already?" He asks, turning to face me with an amused smirk.

"Nope" I state "not until you tell me what you want" I state "then I'll shut up"

"Why can't you just shut up now? I'm trying to beat this level" he jokes.

After we went to the mall, we stopped at game stop and got a Pokemon game, and being zach, he hasn't Stoped playing it for 2 days Straight.

I scowl at him, mentally hitting him over the head with a book for that comment.

"Zach come on. EVERYONE wants SOMTHING for christmas" I whine, falling back on his bed with a sigh.

" I mean for fucks sake, it's christmas, where you get free gifts from your loved ones and take advantage of there money" I ramble.

"Oh so I'm a loved one now am I?" Zach smirks, pausing the game and sitting cross legged next to me on the bed.

"W-wha- n-ot-that w-way" I stammer, causing zach to chuckle.

"Calm down, it was a joke" he smirks, flipping his flippible jet black hair out of his face, reveling his amazing brown eyes.

"Why do you always cover your eyes?" I ask randomly.

The smile from Zach's face fades and he stiffens slightly, eyes averting to the ground.

"I dunno" he mumbles, shrugging nonchalantly.

Guessing it has to do with his past, I simply nod.

I'm not in the mood to get into one of those conversations with zach, where e ends up crying or screaming and yelling at me.

My eyes drift over Zach's figure, his lay around black sweat pants, not what he usually wears, his sleeping with sirens hoodie, his perfect lip ring, and my all time favorite, his black hair.

Zach's just so cute. how could anyone miss treat him? How could they put him threw all that.

"How could anyone have ever hurt you" I wonder softly, shuffling over and wrapping my arms around zach.

Zach shifts closer to me, resting his head on my shoulder and staying silent, just closing his eyes.

"You didn't deserve anything that they did to you" I nearly whisper, feeling tears brim my eyes at even the thoughts of what Zach's parents out him threw.

Zach remains silent but he shifts closer to me, if possible.

I rest my head On top of Zach's and sigh.

Zach has been threw so damn much, he was fucking abused for 14 years. raped for 14 years, by strange men, and for gods sake, his fucking dad.

Who does that? And to such a innocent sweet boy like zach? I mean he's fucking 16! Just imgnaine that happening to him even younger. even the thought alone wants to make me burst out into tears.

I hate what Zach went through, and his parents and damn lucky there fucking dead. or they would have another thing coming.

How could people just mess up and scar there son like that? At such a young innocent age?

What kind of sick shit was running threw there demented, retarted, fucked up minds?

If I ever met Zach's parents, I would go full out crazy on them, I just want to see them suffer.

Even though they didn't do anything to me, iv seen what they have done to zach.

To think he flinches because he was hit and kicked every night. to think he cuts because there's no other way to deal with the pain.

When I say this, I am not hesitating and will never take it back.

I'm fucking glad that murder killed Zach's parents.

They deserved to die, burn in hell forever, fucking hell they deserve to rot in the pits of burning hell and never come out!!!

Ok. I need to calm down before I burst out in rage.

I Just care about Zach so damn much it's un-real. I would do anything for this boy, he's my whole world.

"Savanna" Zach says suddenly, looking up at me with those gorgeous brown eyes of his.

He inhales deeply, looking me right in the eye, which he rarely does.

"I...I love you"

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Oohhh so zach was the first so admit it :D.
Ok again, I'm sooooo sorry for not updating for like 8 days. but I currently am not writing any other stories so I can foucus on this one, and I have major plans for it.
I'll probably. mabye. do a double update today.

Oh and iv noticed ppl actually vote, can we get this to 3 votes and I'll update once more today and tomorrow XD
THATS A PROMISE