Recap:
I hesitantly approach the closet and slowly push the closet door open.
I'm not prepared on any level for what I was about to see. or who.
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"Zach?" I ask, my voice cracking
Zach snaps his tear stained face up instantly.
My eyes don't meet his. instead, they travel down to the blade in his left hand.
I knew he was suicidal, but it's so much more emotional actually seeing it happen rather than hearing about it.
His wide brown eyes bore into me, like he was watching my every move.
But I was too busy examining the cuts all up his arms, until they reached his elbow.
"Why?" is all I can simply ask
His bottom lip quiverd and he puts his head in his hands
He doesent speak
"Zach" I say softly, approaching him.
I don't exactly know what to do. iv never been in this situation before.
I finally kneel down beside him, while he cries into his hands. I didn't think this boy had a vulnerable side.
His parents died right in front of him my self conscious adds
She has a point.
"Hey it's ok" I say, trying to sooth his crying
He sniffles and looks up at me with not wild eyes, but sad, lonely eyes.
"It will never be ok" he whispers
I feel like I am about to cry. this is the sadest thing I have seen in my life.
He puts his head back down and sniffles.
Iv never seen a boy cry.
"Are you okay?" I ask, but instantly regret it.
To my suprise he just shakes his head and leans back so his head is against the wall, along with his back while his legs are bent and his hands rest on his knees.
"I'll never be ok savanna" he speaks quietly.
That's the first time he ever used my name. I simply nod, not wanting to push him to talk about anything.
He's been here for 2 days and I already am having a heart to heart with him in his closet.
We sit there for a moment, in pure silence.
"Let me see" I say rather boldly, surprising myself
He gives me a confused look that would be so cute if this weren't the situation
"What?" he asks
"Your wrist" I say softly, not wanting to trigger anything.
Zach has a blank expression on his face and I can tell he's internally battling with himself whether to let me in or not.
He sighs and holds out both his arms shamefully, staring at the ground.
I closely examine them, I may have no experience, but my moms a nurse so she can tell when cuts were done by how dry the blood is. she taught me a few things
The blood is dry and fresh. there's no doubt he has done layers.
"Come on" I say standing up, knowing better than to grab his hands.
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Counting Stars
RomanceGrowing up, zach young never had it easy And after years of constant abuse, rejection, and loneliness, he finally snapped Now broken, zach was left to pick up the pieces of his shattered mirror, all by himself That is, until he met savanna winters...