Forgetting The Clown (Hisoka x Reader)

⭐12~

Silence reign in the hallway... only the heavy breathing of Touji can be heard. He... he doesn't know what to say or do... Is the universe really playing with him? He can't understand... he doesn't understand...

Was it really just a coincidence? Why now of all time? 

Touji forgot the grip he had on C/N's arms until the said child tug his arms, trying to get to Illumi. He needs to get home. A month is too long, he misses his mother.

"Illumi!" C/n flinched from Touji's shout while Illumi just look at him, unbothered... a blank stare piercing Touji's whole body. Touji's grip in C/n's hand tightened even more as C/N grimaced from the pain, not sayng anything. 

"Oy, Illumi!" Touji called again, gritting his teeth. His eyes glaring hard, he doesn't need a reason... he needs answers! and he needs them now! "Oy, tell me..." he weakly says before continuing... "who is c/n to me?"

C/n's eyes widen upon hearing Touji's words... staring at him, questions starting to enter his head. What is Touji asking?

C/n being the smart child he is started to have assumptions... who is Touji to him?

Illumi on the other hand remain silent, unable to say anything... He knows it's too late to lie now. Touji probably already has an idea. There's no point in running now... but... at least for a moment... he wants to hide it a bit more... just a bit more... 

"Illumi....." C/N said unsure, he wants to know the truth. No lies... no nothing... he just wants to know.. who is Touji to him? a six year old child... wanting the truth... no lies.

"hmm... C/n..." a silent sound... a calm plain voice... changes everything... "He... is your brother" 

Touji's body shook, he gulp down air, trying to compose himself, before he knew it... a tight hold on his hand made him jolt, cutting down his train of thoughts. He look at the hand... tracing to the owner's face... to see c/n looking at him with big round eyes... a hint of tear on his eyes.

"hah!"Touji breath out, before the two of them can say anything... Illumi interjected.

"C/N... let's go. Your mother must be waiting for you"

Upon this words, both kids look at Illumi... the only thought swarming their heads was... "mother"!

"Mama! she might be happy if she see's Touji!" C/N thought only to remember "But why did dhe not tell me about him?" His thoughts were cut off by Touji. "Don't go with him! He's dangerous!" Touji said, pulling C/n to make him go behind him, blocking him from Illumi's view. 

"You might not believe us because you have probably known him for long now, just trust us!" Gon shouted. Now all of them are alert more than ever. Just why? of all people?? why Illumi?

"But mom-" before c/n could finish asking, Touji shouted as much as he can, saying "FATHER!" 

C/n stop on his tracks, looking at Touji with expectant eyes... "our father..." Touji added lowly, almost a whisper...

.

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 "if you want. I can take you to our father"

All of a sudden, Illumi was already in front of Touji.

"FUCK" he thought, it's too late to dodge!

"TOUJI!" He heard Gon, before he could process what was happening, Illumi was sent flying by Killua. "Tch! Run! I'll distract him" Killua shouted. Touji and Gon nodded their heads, pulling the other two with them, Alluka and C/N. 

"argh" Killua shouted in pain, making the four of them look back. There, they saw Killua on the ground with Illumi on top of him, pinning him down by the neck.

"Brother!" Alluka shouted worriedly. 

"Killua! Touji, you go ahead. I'll help Killua" Gon said, stopping and turning back. 

"Huh!??" Before Gon could even run, Touji pulled him by the clothes. "Are you stupid? You don't have any nen anymore! I'll help Killua. Go and get my brother to safety! You stupid green bean"

Gon didn't get to complain as Touji run towards where Illumi and Killua is. He sharpened his nails, jump up and attack Illumi. 

Illumi saw it coming, jumping away as fast as he can.

C/N watch the scene unfold. He was confused. He doesn't know what to do. Does he want to go back with Illumi? or be with Touji, his brother that he doesn't know exist, for a while. If he go with Touji, he can even meet his father! He really wants to meet him! what kind of father does he have? What kind of nen? What does he look like? Does he love C/N at all? He has so many questions... 

"ILLUMI!" C/n's shout made the three stop, looking at C/N. "If I...- If I go with Touji... I can meet my father. If I go with you... would you let me?" He asked, tears started to form from his eyes.

Suddenly... Illumi's bloodlust surrounded the whole area, making C/N shiver from fright. He had never felt this before!

"Absolutely not!" was Illumi's answer. C/N look at him, starting to cry his eyes out until suddenly, Gon wrap his arms around C/N, saying "I'LL CALL HIM"

C/n was shock, looking at Gon expectantly. "I'll call your father, don't worry" Gon whisper at him with a smile. This only made Illumi panic inside. They can't call Hisoka! They shouldn't!!

Illumi charge towards Gon but Touji and Killua blocked him, making C/N, Gon, and Alluka able to run away. 

While running, Gon tried calling Hisoka but he was not answering, making the boy frustrated. "Come on! Why won't he answer the phone??" After a few more rings without Hisoka answering, he turned to Touji, "Oy! he's not answering" he said.

Touji face palm, of all times that he answers the phone, why did he choose not to answer now? especially a call from Gon? 

"I'll try. Killua!" 

"On it!" Killua answered.

Touji run towards a safe distance and made the call. Unti finally he picked up "OY! YOU CLOWN! WHY WEREN'T YOU ANSWERING!? I HAVE SOMETHING MPORTANT TO TELL YOU" Touji shouted at the phone.

"Hmm~ if it isn't my dear son~" Hisoka said from the other line, making Touji even more irritated. 

"Look here! My mot-" he didn't get to finish what he was saying when he heard a thud on the other side of the call. 

"Sorry~ I have things to settle here, let's talk later~" 

"HUH!?" the call was drop. "This stupid clown!!"

"I won't let you hurt my brother anymore!" He heard Alluka shouted, making him look up only to find that Illumi is nowhere to be seen. 

"Haaa... I forgot that she could do that" Touji whispered to himself. 

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A/N

I'M TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR THOSE TWO MONTHS THAT I DIDN'T UPDATE!!

anyway, thank you guys for waiting!!

I started writing this chapter at 2:03 pm and finish it at exactly 4:18pm. 

I even forgot to take a brake. The words keep coming in my head!! My fingers and shoulders are hurting now, LOL.

You see Touji didn't use his nen cause I forgot what his nen is hahahaha I know that he's a manipulator but I forgot the conditions for him to use his power. 

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