Forgetting The Clown (Hisoka x Reader)

⭐ 21~

Have you ever felt lost... drowning in the sea, not knowing where to cling... or if there ever is somebody who would reach out their hand and help you? 

Millions, she killed. Thousands, she suffers. Hundreds, she struggled, Ones..., she loved. 

She was never okay but she was happy. She was never perfect but she was enough. At least, for him. Molded by faith, as if it was their destiny. God gave them mercy, he showed them love and love they felt. For each other, they were enough. Words were never spoken, but the moment their eyes met they knew something lit itself inside them. An unexplored part they never knew existed. 

But the fire was not strong enough. Driven mad and driven by blood, each of them broke apart. And as if it was not enough, they found each others eyes, clouded with love, ready to fix their broken parts. 

Was their love worth it? To lose each other's mind but sure enough found their peace in each others arms... Yet no one can erase what's already written on their hands, the bloods they spilled, and their corrupted minds. 

"Mom" the little voice of C/N brought their minds back to reality. As her eyes closed, she breath in. That's him... the love of her life. He's standing right there... Just one word... how can she not say anything when he's right there? 

Hisoka could only stare as he took the scene in front of him. His love and his child, sitting right there... a perfect picture he never knew he needed to witness. As each second passed by, his heart keep thumping louder. How he wish he knew... that a life like this could come true... to someone like him who grew... loving nothing but the power he learn from a few. 

"Mama, let's go. Illumi might follow us" As those words left his lips, an explosion from the mountain was heard.

And those were enough to make him move. In one swift movement, Hisoka carried Y/N and C/N in his arms and left the scene. 

Y/n gasp as he lift her up, with C/N in her arms. She could only blush, but no words was spoken. And they felt it, the spark where their skin touched. And the blow of the wind seems so calm, as if waiting for this moment to come. She closed her eyes, feeling the moment, asking if this was a dream. And with that, in the arms of her love, she fell asleep, finally at peace. 

...

Touji worriedly glanced at a clock, every minute pass he can't help but get worried. Hisoka hasn't come back yet. He is worried that his father did something he would regret. 

"Maybe he decided to take a shit in the mountains" Killua said, shrugging. Although he is also worried he won't show it. He and Alluka could also be in danger if Hisoka decides to fuck things up and he can't let that happen. 

"Must be a pretty big shit" Touji said, deciding that it won't take him anywhere if he keep on getting worried. He'll just call him.

As he took his phone out, his phone rung as Hisoka's caller ID lit up his screen. He immediately answered the call, angrily tapping the answer button. "Where are you? It's almost dark out and you're still-" He wasn't able to finish his sentence as Hisoka's panting vice reach his ears.

"They're home *pant" he could hear Hisoka take a deep breath before saying, "We're home, Touji. Come home *pant... Your family is home"

"What do you..." 

"Just come home, and make sure no one is following you" And with that, Hisoka drop the call. Touji didn't move an inch, he was in shock. They're home? His family is home?! Then!

"Killua, Gon, Alluka! Let's go. We can't waste our time here." He said as he immediately started packing his bag. Wearing his cloak as the other's stood there, surprised and not knowing what's going on. 

"Wait, why? Why are we leaving? What about the plan?" Gon asked. 

"It doesn't matter, they are home! We have to go home" 

"Who's home?" They freeze as another voice reach their ears. 

Killua immediately jumped in front of Alluka, ready to protect her. Gon and Touji glared at the man that came uninvited. 

It seems like... they won't be home for a while. 

...

Hisoka lay Y/N at his bed as C/N stared at his parents. He can't help but feel happy as a tingling sensation crawl its way up t his heart. So this is his family? This was how it was supposed to be... 

Hisoka look at his child and smile a little before C/N run his way over to him. Hisoka immediately hooking his arms in C/N's armpit to lift him up and sit him on his legs. This is his child. The one they made on GREED Island. He did not expect that at all... A child. His own child. How can something this sweet... something so innocent looking... be his child?

Another unripe fruit? No, this is his fruit. A fruit he won't let others take. A fruit that is not only his... 

"Aren't you afraid of me?" Hisoka asked. He can't help but asked, because from now on, they will live together, forever, he wish.

"I said I don't like clowns" Hisoka was surprised at C/N's answer. Bringing him back to when they first met in the mountain. Oh that time! He is ashamed.

C/N look at his father's face and notice how he looked sad so he said, "But I love you because you are my father" 

"I love you too and your mother" Hisoka said, kissing the top of C/N's head before he looked down at Y/n. 

His eyes met her own, staring... as if trying to see if he's lying. But his eyes only reflect the love he has for them. The love he tried so hard to ignore.

And so little by little, her tears drop, as Hisoka slowly bent down, slowly but surely... their lips are getting closer, and in just a second, they met. The lost spark began to blossom, and finally... the fire inside grew stronger... like their love that finally collide... just like a surprised... it explode.

And C/N, sitting on Hisoka's legs, covered his own eyes with a happy little smile.

~ <3 ~

A/N

I forgot I had to update for New Year. But anyway here it is now!! A little late but I tried my best!! But the updates might get slower for the coming months because College life is hell. I'm dying here, send help!!!

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