Forgetting The Clown (Hisoka x Reader)

⭐ 17~

"Hisoka..." Touji said, eyes bulging

"Hmm? Am I late?" Hisoka said with his usual face. His eyes roaming around the place looking for somebody. Deep inside his heart was beating so fast he almost couldn't composed his self. 

"We have to tell you something, let's go before anyone see us" Touji said. It is good that his father is already here. But he still can't shake the feeling of something going wrong. He will never forgive his self if someone takes his brother away from him. Not now... not ever.

Hisoka's eyes roam around the group as he follows but stops as his eyes landed upon a certain kid. 

"Hisoka, let's go" Killua said as he pass him. Not realizing why Hisoka stop.

Isn't that the kid he found in Kukoroo mountain? He didn't realize how similar their hair color is. He almost didn't recognize the kid if t isn't his eyes that holds the same color as his and his heart won't stop hammering in his chest. 

His nerves are telling him that something is wrong... very wrong.

Is he the treasure Illumi is looking for? 

Hisoka shakes his head at the thought. It is not new to him that another one is trying to scape the zoldyck like Killua and Alluka. 

They must have not known how to raise a child correctly. Anyway, it's not like he knows how to raise a child either. He lets Touji do whatever he wants without question or intervention. He just let him be until he grows up to who he is now. Hisoka believes that Y/N already thought him everything he needs to learn, now he just needs to be there to support his son. 

Hisoka continued to follow them to a restaurant, finding a booth for themselves at the furthest back where there are no windows and is not easily spotted when entering. 

As they sat down, none of them talk. It was silent... too silent that it would be deafening if not for the chattering people at the other tables.

A minute of silence pass until Hisoka decided to speak first. Touji can't speak as he does not know how to say it nor how Hisoka would react. This past few years he realize how much this clown truly loves his mother and how much it took a lot of him to just smile after her disappearance. His eyes never held the same glow as it did before. Despite the mischievous smirk his eyes look so dead.

Touji is too afraid, his father might not believe him but it is also eating him how clueless Hisoka look. How he did not realize that his biological son is sitting in front of him. 

"Illumi and I met at a bar. He said you took something precious from him.' Hisoka started, making the three boys look at each other as C/N keeps on staring at the man in front of him.

Didn't they say that they would meet his father? they why is there a clown sitting in front of him?... Unless...--

"Did he say anything else?" Killua asked, his eyes landing on Touji, then C/N, before going back to Hisoka.

"That's all he says~' Hisoka said while Gon ordered a food.

"Baka! it's not the time to be eating!" Killua said before smacking him at the head.

'It's fine Killua, C/N and Alluka must be hungry" Touji said.

They started ordering their food but Hisoka's eyes never left the child that sat in front of him. 

"Uhmm His-" Touji didn't get to finish what he was saying as Hisoka started talking.

"Your Mother" He started, gaining the attention of the five children that was sat in front of him. "Your mother is here... or should be here... Y/N is..."

He said, now looking at Touji. 

"My mom?" C/N suddenly said, his thoughts now filled with his mother. He misses her so much!

Touji, Killua, Gon and Hisoka all freeze. Hisoka's eyes staring at the child while the other three stares at the man. 

"Your...- your mom?" Hisoka started. His eyes helding back tears that he knows is threatening to fall from his eyes yet he doesn't why he is tearing up in the first place. Or perhaps deep inside he realize why... yet he can't wrap around the thought that... that this child... sitting in front of him...

"Hisoka... this is C/N... he's your son. Well obviously he should be, that's your genes right there" Touji rambled. looking worriedly at Hisoka.

"Illumi wants to take him" Killua said, making Gon gasp before sayng, "Killua, don't"

"But he needs to know, Gon!" Killua said, getting agitated.

"Know what?" Hisoka asked. Voice void of any emotion. He needs to keep it together. 

"Killua!" 

"No, he needs to know before it's too late" he said before giving his attention to the stoic Hisoka. "Illumi wants to marry Y/N, that's why he wants C/N back"

and just like that... his bloodlust became out of control.

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at the other side of the island however... Y/N stared at the man in front of him.

"Illumi..." she said, eyes full of shock.

"What are you doing here? I was worried" Illumi said, his voice flat as if he was hiding something.

"I just found a console somewhere and I ended up here without knowing how to get back so I- I kill some time" she lied, her eyes staring at the man in front of her. 

Illumi... a friend she never thought would ever feel love, but here he is... claiming something so impossible it's tearing her apart. Illumi is her friend...someone she relied on... 

Why and how did he fall in love? why is he here? 

"How did you end up here?" She asked.

"I was looking for some kids" Illumi replied immediately. 

"Kids?..." she asked, now curious. What would he need with kids?

"Gon and his friends took something from me" upon hearing the name Y/N's world shatter... memories being triggered, now her head filled with memories of the boy he kidnapped and claimed as her own. 

She didn't realize the tears that escaped her eyes until Illumi asked, "Why are you crying?"

"I just...- I..- I miss you is all" She said, with those words Illumi's eyes widen before walking up to her and hug her body.

"Don't worry, I'm here now... you'll always be safe with me"

Yet those words did not bring her comfort as tears kept pouring from her eyes...

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Oh shet!! why do I feel excited as if I don't know what's gonna happen next? lol hahahahaha

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