Forgetting The Clown (Hisoka x Reader)

⭐ 02 ~

A mansion stood at the top of a mountain where a family of assasins live. Each day, tourist visit the place but no one had ever seen the faces of the family. No one had entered the mountain and come out alive.

They are mysterious, indeed. They say that even a photo of a family member cost millions that can set you out for life.

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In the garden, there stood a kid. A 6 years old kid, trying to learn how to fight. Being thought by non other than Illumi Zoldyck. The eldest son and the same man who insist to become his father. He never met his real father and so he accept but his mother always tell him that Illumi might as well be called his uncle.

He thought that he's part of the Zoldyck but that isn't actually it. He learned that his mother is a friend of Illumi, and that he is in love with her.. If that isn't obvious enough.

He's smart for his age and that made it easier for him to be accepted by the family. He's just so smart and is ready to learn new things.

At the moment, he's currently being thought by Illumi with his mother on the side. Watching them... Like a hawk.

She's afraid that he might do something to him like the poison training. He'll kill Illumi if he does!

"We should rest for now. I'm afraid your mother would kick me again if I don't let you rest" Illumi said with his usual tone of voice. He's fond of the kid and wanted him to be his son but Y/N just wouldn't agree to marry him. But he guess it's fine. As long as Hisoka doesn't know that she's alive and that she stays by his side all the time. He's contented.

Y/N on the side was glaring at Illumi. Waiting for him to dismiss his child so that they can go on for what they plan to do for today. A little bonding outside this mountain wouldn't hurt.

"Mother and I are going to the city. Are you coming with us?" The child said, looking up to Illumi as they walk towards the bench.

As they reach where Y/N stood. She immediately wipe his sweat with a towel. He's happy how his mother would always care for him. He would never get sick of it since... The first four years of his life.. She...

"No. I have to do something and I don't think your mother would appreciate me following the two of you around" Illumi said. Before looking straight at her. Just admiring you like this... It's enough for him.

He once tried to stalk the two of you before and when you found out, you didn't talk nor see him for days until he apologized and promised to not do it again.

Others thought that it's just him wanting to see you, obsessing over you and just wanting to be part of your little family.

But Illumi's only true concern was..
"What if Hisoka found you?
What if he take you away?
What if he secretly see you?

He's not having any of that. The assasin change over the years. No... Not his facial expressions. His emotions did and although its not that clear.. Only he knows what he's feeling.

Well... You never once mention Hisoka. Never utter his name even in your sleep. You act as if you never knew him and that made him a little bit at ease.

"We should get going now. The train won't wait for us" You said as you hold the arms of your child. Both of you entering the mansion, leaving Illumi looking at the both of you with longing gaze.

What does Hisoka have that he don't? At least it's more clean when he kill than Hisoka who doesn't care where the blood goes. It's probably that. Both of you... A mess when murdering people. Not caring of the blood that shower you both. Maybe it's the fact that both of you are as craxy as each other.

Both... The Both of you..... Not afraid to kill and to be killed. You both had been shot by each other.... Killed each other... Then left each other empty.

Maybe that is what Illumi lack. He made a mistake to not shoot you.. He didn't take a risk. And now he complain about his old self being stoic and all. When he would always.. Almost tell you his feelings during those phone call but he hesitated, dropping the call without a word. If only he did tell you those times.

When you called for a job, he could have said it that time.

When you asked for an entertainment and he told you about the hunter exam. He should have told you. He should have had added words that would make you understand why he's telling you to come with him.

When he saw you staring at Hisoka. He should have pulled you away instead of waiting for you to look away so that he could talk to you.

When he saw the both of you inside a room. He shouldn't have had acted like a clueless person. He shouldn't have acted naive and pulled you out as fast as he can.

When he dug a hole on the ground and saw you emerge from the trees, asking what he's doing. He should have waited for you to go before sleeping inside. So that Hisoka would not utter a word to you.

When he entered the room where the people who passed the hunter exam had gathered and saw you playing with Hisoka's hair. He shouldn't have had let his jealousy get the best of him and sit at the front, so that he won't see you.

When you called and ask where you could earn money. He thought of the place Hisoka told him where he's at, he shouldn't have told you. He thought Hisoka will be gone before you reach the upper floors.

When he called you to be his date, he wanted the two of you to spend time together.

But it's all too late. When Hisoka came in the room, dragging you with him. Leaving Illumi behind. He knew you already love Hisoka. When he saw the stare you gave the magician. You are already love him.

He was too late

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A/N

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