Forgetting The Clown (Hisoka x Reader)

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C/N was amazed as he look around after entering the game It all felt too real, as if he's not even inside a game at all.

Touji look at his brother, seeing the smile in his small face brought one to his own. He never thought that he would have a brother nor that his family could ever be complete. But here they are! on a mission to get back what was lost and to make up for the times he was not on his brother's side. 

He specially missed his mother. The woman who kidnapped him and took him in like the psychopath that she is. All of her decisions and moves she makes are all sudden. No planning, no talk, no anything.... it's just her being herself. 

"It feels so real..." C/N voices his thoughts, makng the others look at him.

"Because it is real. We're in an island somewhere." Killua said, holding his sisters hand in case something happened like when the first time they entered GREED island.

C/N's eyes widen at what Killua said. Now he is even more amazed. 

"Let's go. We shouldn't linger around the entrance. We don't know who might enter" Touji said, looking at his brothers before nodding at Killua and Gon, the two nodding back. The three of them are the oldest. They have to make sure that Alluka and C/N is safe. 

The five of them started their journey to AIAI, they can't waste any time. They have to be there fast and they have to hide. Illumi is not stupid, even if he doesn't enter GREED island now, he might still find them later. They need Hisoka... They need their father...

"C/N... uhm..." Touji started. Looking at his brother as they run. He was a bit hesitant to say what is on his mind because... first of all... His father is weird and he is worried about how C/N would take it in when they meet. 

"Hmm?" C/N look at him, curious as to what his brother has to say.

"Do you like clowns?" Touji asked but soon regretted it as Killua made a disgusted face. He shuld have not asked that. That was a weird question.

"I don't hate them but I don't like them either." C/N answered in which Touji just smiled at.

"I met a clown before" C/N added, remembering the weird guy he met at the forest at Kukuroo Mountain. "He was weird and creepy" 

"Where? Did you go to festivals with mom?" Touji asked curiously. He missed his mother, the mother who taught him the joy in killing.

"No... I met him at Kukuroo Mountain when I was chasing a bunny" He said and the rest of the boys almost trip in their own feet. 

There is only one clown who would enter that place....

"Did he do anything to you?!!" Touji asked, panicking. Who wouldn't?? Hisoka.... just thinking about what Hisoka must have thought when meeting C/N brought tears in their eyes. The wold is fcked up and cruel...

"Nothing, he only asked me some questions and smile creepily. I don't like him" C/N says...

Touji face palmed. Feeling defeat. Juts when he thought that everything will turn out great his father decided that his crotch is tingling!

"I'm sure you'll love your father" Killua whispered with  smirk but Touji heard it earning him a glare. 

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However, outside the island in some city... Hisoka entered their home, finding traces of people being in there. He found some used cups and the door to their basement opened. 

So the boys came home and entered Greed Island already... He thought

He took his own ring and memory card from the drawers and proceed to enter GREED island. How nostalgic.... His beautiful woman walking down the stairs upon entering, her smile as they killed people... Her breathing as they kissed and the way she held onto him as they made memories... Her soft moans and her delicate hands roaming around his body... Oh how he missed them. 

If he was given another chance he would have chosen sanity... Keep her close and treasure her like the diamond that she is...

He would stop his own desire for power but who was he kidding? This is who he is... This is the man she fell in love with. This is his desires that love couldn't even suppress yet he regret everything... He doesn't even know what he wanted.

His world... His goal... everything started to mean nothing... How can it be? How can she... how can a single person change everything he has known to love and desire means so little now...

Hisoka walk down the stairs, seeing the familiar place that he used to be excited about. A place where killing normal... A place where he felt her presence the most...

But he needs to stop being depressed... His son... his son is here and is probably in trouble. Whatever Touji did he needs to fix it...

He never thought that he would be like this... a father to a son who's friends with the children he... oh well let's not talk about that. He doesn't even want to remember how Touji would look at him when his eyes would ACCIDENTALY land on Gon and Killua's butt. 

"Now... let's get this over with.. Book" he said as his book appeared before him. He saw the Contact card and decided to contact Touji first

As his eyes scanned the binder his world stop... His breathing halted as his eyes stared at the one name that wasn't supposed to be there. A name that wasn't supposed to appear... unless the owner is here...

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"Touji, let's enter one of the restaurant" Killua said as a girl bum into him before falling to the ground...

"Yep, I don't like the atmosphere" Touji said, cringing at everything the he laid his eyes upon while face palming himself as Gon keeps helping different girls.

"I'm surprised he's still a virgin' Killua said, smirking at his friend. "Oy Gon! Let's go, we don't have time for this" Killua shouted but halted as he felt a presence.

He turned around and stop in his tracks... 

C/N look at him confused before turning around himself... 

His round eyes turned wide...

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Oh hello!! Another cliffhanger for you to die for bwahahahaha

And I'm planning to update my other books so I would probably update next week... Or if I'm motivated enough then this week.

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