Forgetting The Clown (Hisoka x Reader)

⭐14~

"Touji, what should we do? I don't think Illumi would let us go. He even tried to kill Killua!" Gon said, very worried about the situation they were in.

"*sigh... It all happens so fast. We did't have a choice" Killua said.

"Oni-chan... are you really ok?" Alluka asked, worried for his brother. It has been too long since they last saw Illumi and it still doesn't change that he is far more stronger than Killua. And the fight earlier.... it seems like Illumi was actually holding back. He still cares..

"Of course I am. I'm strong!" Killua answered.

"And it's worth it..." Gon said, gaining the attention of Alluka and Killua. 

He was looking at Touji , making the other two look as well.

Touji sat there beside his brother, just staring at him as if another piece of himself was found. A new hope... A family he never thought he could still have.He misses his mother more and more.

Now that he knows that she's still alive... he can't help but wanting to cry. She's alive... and he's going to do everything he can to have his family by his side. He'll protect his brother!

"C/n... are you alright?" Touji asked in almost a whisper. C/n was just looking at the ground as if he's in a deep thought. 

"Hm hm... o-..." C/n did not finish his sentence and look up at Touji to see his face.

 Just staring at him. After all this time... he never thought he will have an older brother. He was just so close to him. Just there playing with him this past few weeks. 

A tear fell from c/n's eyes. "Onii-chan..." Those words brought tears to even Touji's eyes. 

What a pathetic sight Touji thought. But he can't seem to stop the flow of his tears. 

He hug Touji as they cry in each others arms.

"*SIGH" Killua sigh before feeling Alluka's hug to his arm. He smied to himself before ruffling her head. He knows how it feels. Just like the feeling he felt when he finally got to take Alluka out of that mansion. 

"Well I'm happy for you guys!" Gon said with a big smile. He really is happy for his friends.

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However on Greed island. Y/N decided not to go just yet. 

Every step she takes as she walks around remind her of him. A pain she can't seem to forget yet she also misses. 

How can you love somebody too much that even the pain he brought you gave you a reason to smile? was it because you remembered him through it?.....or is it because that pain is part of loving him? 

She knows it... she knows the consequences... she should have seen it coming. Yet instead of running away she faces them... she even tried to embrace it. She tried so hard, trying even to the point of being numb. 

Who was she kidding? when she told herself she'll kill him just to stand at the top of the world? When slowly... she did not realize... he has became her world. 

It's too late to regret when you fell deep enough you can't even save yourself. Or did you perhaps found your peace in there you don't even want to be saved. 

He became your dark paradise... forgetting him... seems to be something you can never achieve. 

Y/N walk... and walk... going circles and circles around the island. She seems to not want to leave. She can't... this was the last place where they were still happy...

They made love almost everywhere she had gone to, and now she's also wondering when did c/n start to form in her belly. Was it when they had their first sex? in the forest? near the shore? in the house? 

Y/N smiled, such silly thoughts. 

Now... where should she go next?

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"Touji... you know we had to do something, right?" Killua said.

Of course they have to. Illumi could go to them any second now and take c/n away. They have to go somewhere where they could hide for a while. 

"Wait! we should go to Hisoka!" Gon cheerfully said, standing up from his seat.

"Baka!.. Hisoka didn't even listen to us. Where would we find him. He could be anywhere" Killua said while looking at Gon.

"And worse, what if Illumi found us with Hisoka and they start fighting. C/N would be in danger because both of them would want to keep c/n to themselves." Killua said, now also standing u from his sit. Moving his head to look at Touji.

"We should do it in secret so Illumi won't be suspisious. We should probably hide for a while before contacting Hisoka."

"No! we can't wait for too long" C/N said, also standing up on the bed with a small pout on his lips.

"Why? it could be dangerous if we suddenly contact Hisoka. Illumi might be with him right now since they know each other he could be making a move" Touji said, holding c/n's shirt so he wouldn't fall.

"But... but...-" C/n look down at Touji, tears gathering on his eyes.

"AH AH! JUST GIVE US A REASON WHY. DON'T CRY" Touji panicked.

"I heard them talking about marry! I heard Grandpa Silve telling mama to marry uncle Illumi! if mama marry Illumi he would be my papa!" C/N said loudly. 

This made Gon, Killua, Touji, and even Alluka stop and look at him with wide eyes. 

"WHAT?! NO- THAT CAN'T BE. WE SHOULD CALL HISOKA RIGHT NOW" Touji said before trying to find his cellphone.

"BAKA! DIDN'T WE TALK ABOUT THIS?!" Killua said, trying to stop Touji from dialing Hisoka's number.

"I'm surprise they're marrying each other now after all these years" Gon said to himself. Watching the two in front of him.

"FINE! Don't call him. Just send him a text. But don't make it too obvious." Killua said, giving up.

"GREED ISLAND!" Gon suddenly shouted.

"What? why greed island?" Touji asked.

"HISOKA KNOWS ABOUT IT BUT ILLUMI DOESN'T! GON THAT'S BRILLIANT!" Killua shouted, getting excited.

"Fine! lets just do it" Touji said while typing on his phone.

"Greed... island?" c/n thought t himself. 

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A/N

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